Okey I think the butter was just the right amount...no rush but a very nice calming high. Some thought came across my mind. I've been treated for manic psychoses many times in the past 13yrs, where the bottom reason was bipo/adhd with a reasonable amount insecureness. Schizoaffective disorder was what came basically as a giagnosis. I got rid of it (all symptoms of it) somewhere around 2018. Every psychose I've had have created grandeurs and an ego death. So now-a-days I'm even more self- reflecting than ever, and have great diagnostic tools to react fast if I get symptoms. Springs are tricky, falls the worst. So I guess I'm just building many many times to get the best and most unbiased self. Think of it like this graph but repeated:
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Sorry for the vent. I though this might reach some people. All the best for y'all folk there beyond the Atlantic ocean, I hope you have a pleasant and weed-filled day.