budsmoker87
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whadup RIU-
well, I have to let this out....and what better way to do it than on a forum where I'm anonymous to the world lol
hmmm where to start...
I feel like a million bucks in her presence. Like everytime she locks those sweet lil eyes w/mine and offers me that submissive look, she's tellin me "this is yours" and i'm almost too flattered to believe it. That same submissive look fuels my sexual appetite for her too. She won't give it up to me
we DON'T know each other THAT well, but the tension that exists between us is so powerful that I'm ready to explode every time I see her. I feel like I have this youthful glow everytime I see her too- my attraction to her keeps me motivated as hell. disciplined even. and all the while, i know she MUST be aware, to some degree, the power she has over me in that sense.
so I convince myself to NOT let too much show..."keep your cool bro, she's not the only girl on the planet"...even tho i feel like shes the only one i could ever be THIS hot for
i feel like she uses her sexuality to try to overpower me in a sense- to get me to submit to some form of commitment....and my only power over her is to not spill my inner-most secrets of how i feel about her, or the idea of "us." After all, that feeling- like you're giving your power to a girl, can make you feel like you're losing your goddamn mind. i cant help it tho- her beauty leaves me nauseas with butterflies sometimes, sick at the thought of having to wait another minute to do everything i want to her.
on one hand, "us" sounds perfect. we get a long great, and she sends such easy-going vibes that fill my soul with soothing, warm energy. The same sorta warm, soothing, nurturing energy an infant feels clinging to his mother. It's freudian, but what can i say- her presence soothes my nerves and makes me feel like my company is all that matters to her when i'm with her
(again i tell myself: keep ur composure bro)
on the other hand, i know that the chase is what keeps the excitment alive and more sexual tension is built that way. I just wanna build it up more. Build it up like a dam, slowly but surely her flood gates will spread for me and i'll be able to have her in every way I ever dreamed of
*sigh*
u dudes know where i'm coming from?
and u girls may relish in the power you command over us men with all your features...but take it e-z on us too, cuz u ARE what makes us feel needed
im gonna eventually put all my thoughts on this into a poem, but figured id jus let some ideas out now
ive jerked more in the last 4 weeks thinkin about this girl than i have probably in the last year combined LOL
attraction is a powerful thing
well, I have to let this out....and what better way to do it than on a forum where I'm anonymous to the world lol
hmmm where to start...
I feel like a million bucks in her presence. Like everytime she locks those sweet lil eyes w/mine and offers me that submissive look, she's tellin me "this is yours" and i'm almost too flattered to believe it. That same submissive look fuels my sexual appetite for her too. She won't give it up to me
we DON'T know each other THAT well, but the tension that exists between us is so powerful that I'm ready to explode every time I see her. I feel like I have this youthful glow everytime I see her too- my attraction to her keeps me motivated as hell. disciplined even. and all the while, i know she MUST be aware, to some degree, the power she has over me in that sense. so I convince myself to NOT let too much show..."keep your cool bro, she's not the only girl on the planet"...even tho i feel like shes the only one i could ever be THIS hot for
i feel like she uses her sexuality to try to overpower me in a sense- to get me to submit to some form of commitment....and my only power over her is to not spill my inner-most secrets of how i feel about her, or the idea of "us." After all, that feeling- like you're giving your power to a girl, can make you feel like you're losing your goddamn mind. i cant help it tho- her beauty leaves me nauseas with butterflies sometimes, sick at the thought of having to wait another minute to do everything i want to her.
on one hand, "us" sounds perfect. we get a long great, and she sends such easy-going vibes that fill my soul with soothing, warm energy. The same sorta warm, soothing, nurturing energy an infant feels clinging to his mother. It's freudian, but what can i say- her presence soothes my nerves and makes me feel like my company is all that matters to her when i'm with her
(again i tell myself: keep ur composure bro)
on the other hand, i know that the chase is what keeps the excitment alive and more sexual tension is built that way. I just wanna build it up more. Build it up like a dam, slowly but surely her flood gates will spread for me and i'll be able to have her in every way I ever dreamed of
*sigh*
u dudes know where i'm coming from?
and u girls may relish in the power you command over us men with all your features...but take it e-z on us too, cuz u ARE what makes us feel needed
im gonna eventually put all my thoughts on this into a poem, but figured id jus let some ideas out now
ive jerked more in the last 4 weeks thinkin about this girl than i have probably in the last year combined LOL
attraction is a powerful thing
