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a shame you are going through the time you are my friend. I hope you get some good news somewhere.

Agreed, digits crossed things turn around for you soon.

Best of vibes your way @HydroGp

@cof, Thanks you've given me a little light.
To the rest of my friends my apologies for the darkness today but
it's a cloudy one here.

Sorry to hear bout your troubles hydro. But look on the plus side you're not locked up and can only move forward from here on out.

I'll take this dab for you hope things get better bro!

Keep your head up Hydro and here's hoping things pick up soon. Try not to worry about everyone else and focus on yourself. The ones that matter will stick around for you. Stay on your doctor about that disability thing too. If you can get retrained and support while you do it, fight for that and think hard about what you'd "love" to do.

Me, I'm on my way back to the docs the end of this week. It's been almost two years since I've seen him. I got a such a high when I finally got into school that I stopped taking my depression and anxiety meds thinking everything was all cool again. Well it wasn't. Last term was a real bitch and lately I've realized I can't do it myself. My bouts of depression have been as strong as they've ever been if not worse, so back on the meds for me. Also, the migraines I've gotten since I was 3 have completely changed. They used to be only a couple of times a year but of the most severe kind with vomiting and the whole shebang. Now they're less severe but they're weekly and almost daily, and they always start with my eyesight going and finishing with the usual day two hangover. It's mostly the loss of vision that screws me for steady jobs, especially driving jobs. I don't drive far from home without another licensed person with me. Haven't even touched on all the aches and pains that are just getting worse. This is why I'm getting my garden going again. To hell with waiting for people to figure shit out. Also, I'm looking to grow some shrooms. I've heard many migraine sufferers treating themselves with psylocybin and getting fantastic results. Either they're micro dosing daily or they're doing monthly sessions, Right now my cannabis supply is sporadic so I'm going to be asking for some meds for the pains. My hips and hands get real nasty these days. Hopefully I won't need them for long. If I can get my gardens going I really think I can get things back on track while living narcotics free. That's my goal anyway.

One other thing. All this time I've never asked my doctor for any pain meds so I'm guessing he's going to start me out with something light. Thing is because of my liver, he can't prescribe anything acetaminophen based. So no Tylenols and if I'm right, that means perks too. So what's after that? This concerns me.

@hydro, sorry for stirring up this shit but you need to get it out
every so often, dude life is short and if Mother wants us she'll
call and nothing can be done then, but until that time comes
we are obligated as citizens of this world to listen to our brothers
and help where we can.
So to you, all the positive thoughts I can muster and hopes for
a brighter and greener future.
Peace.

Wishing you all the best. The best advice I can give to alleviate symptoms of depression is getting as much exercise as you can. Even a daily walk, anything for 10-20 minutes. I swear it will help.

I read some interesting things about defoliation, and I've always been against it but after seeing some impressive results I decided to give it a try with my tangilope since I won't be using the plant for anything for a while.

The pool shock solution seems to be working well with the clones. It's been 5 days and I think I see a little root bump forming.

The kosher tangi x white OG and the sour power x biker OG are starting to grow super fast in the pro mix.

And the purple paralysis is recovering well from taking all her tops for clones.

My Gf has severe anxiety and depression and I feel for anybody who has to cope with it. She has to buy 2 separate scripts of paxil just to get her dosage.

I've been playing with my camera

giggles26 said:

Sorry to hear bout your troubles hydro. But look on the plus side you're not locked up and can only move forward from here on out.

I'll take this dab for you hope things get better bro!

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As I'm reading this, the baby in your avatar is right next to the last statement. That is to funny and so wrong at the same time.

Hey guys with a lot of you having trouble with bugs, does anyone use
insect frass to build your plants toxic response system?
I'v read this is the best thing to do next to not having bugs.
Has anyone tried it?

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One other thing. All this time I've never asked my doctor for any pain meds so I'm guessing he's going to start me out with something light. Thing is because of my liver, he can't prescribe anything acetaminophen based. So no Tylenols and if I'm right, that means perks too. So what's after that? This concerns me.

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Best weed I have found for pain has been Sleestack and Shark Shock these are
both worth a try (but aren't they all!).

Middle finger of the leaf split into two leaves. It's new to me.

Haven't used that yet for bugs Oldman, I threw up a pest strip for 12 hours and solved my thripe problem I know a lot of people are against them but it really does solve the problem quickly for me, I must have brought them in in the new soil but they're fine now.

I had to double up the top on my diy Dwc veg unit because it started to sag, good thing I didn't have any plants in it yet. It looks a lot cooler now though with the pin striped duck tape lol. Can't wait to use it.

That's one crazy leaf figgy, I've never seen one do that perfectly like that. Cool pic

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My Gf has severe anxiety and depression and I feel for anybody who has to cope with it. She has to buy 2 separate scripts of paxil just to get her dosage.

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Nice buds jimmer! What strains that? I know all about anxiety, I've had it bad for about 20 years, panic attacks and all. I swear it is the worst tthing to have. Makes you feel like the walls are closing in. Since I started reading a lot more, it's been helping a lot (and smoking) but some strains make my anxiety worse so I'm picky and always on the hunt for new strains

Yes, walking or even getting out is a big help and I have been cooped up a bit. Really should just force myself to change my routing. I did get out, in a sense, tonight and shot my buddies Herijuana.

Know exactly what you mean Alpha. And I find that with certain strains too.

I hate to here about all the aches and pains guy, and hydro keep your chain up buddy. Like Dman said if that is what you want to do then fight for it, and i dont give advice on women i have my own woman troubles bro believe me. Dman your buddy has a nice heri there. I am putting some heri crosses down before to long now