cocaine- I don't think this is normal

Syke1

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HA! but its the hardest thing with coke. When i first sarted doing it i could do a line or two or a rock or two a night and not have a problem, but after time( and the night i put a quater up my nose solo) that was not the case anymore, terrible back tension and one track mind just after 1 numby. Shit just typing about it my hands are getting clammy and my heart is racing. I do it once every couple years just to remind myself I hate it, if that makes any sense to you lol.
 

gogrow

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HA! but its the hardest thing with coke. When i first sarted doing it i could do a line or two or a rock or two a night and not have a problem, but after time( and the night i put a quater up my nose solo) that was not the case anymore, terrible back tension and one track mind just after 1 numby. Shit just typing about it my hands are getting clammy and my heart is racing. I do it once every couple years just to remind myself I hate it, if that makes any sense to you lol.
more sense than you know.... I get the nervous stomach and shit just from talking about it too.... had a crack problem years ago, but that taught me moderation with coke.. I dont fuck with crack though, or its back to those habits.... there is no moderation there anymore. Though i have seen it in people, so its not impossible ;)
 

Syke1

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more sense than you know.... I get the nervous stomach and shit just from talking about it too.... had a crack problem years ago, but that taught me moderation with coke.. I dont fuck with crack though, or its back to those habits.... there is no moderation there anymore. Though i have seen it in people, so its not impossible ;)
By the grace of god I alwase got a sudden burst of will power when the sun came up/ the booze wore off so I was coherent enough to put down the rolled up dollar bill/ glass dick and TRY and sleep. But the night i put a 1/4 up my nose solo was some scary shit, i had a full blown coke induced crazy attack, I was COVINCED there were people in my house to kill me and I was doing room to room searches with at like 7 am, eyes prob bugged the fuck out of my head and shit....that was the beginning of the end for the white girl for me. These days if I have enough time/money to get high like that I'd rather pop some rolls or trip. Those are the only things I do now, no booze coke amps of any kind, pills nothin, not even ciggarettes now.
 
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