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silasraven

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gods giving me a path ive always wanted yet im alright im tense because i dont talk to anybody about this, and i need to.(should the to be changed to too as in also?)
subject- my spiritual with god path, I'm a little eccentric. so when i do my walk i tend to take what god tells me as litteral . example cover you face and go into exile, i found that once in the bible and now cant find it. my spirit connected at that point and time of reading it that its now invisable. and now i search for where it at in the bible and cant find it but found psalm 69 17:And do not hide Your face from Your servant, For I am in distress; answer me quickly. ... When I made sackcloth my clothing, I became a proverb. this is a span of a couple of years im still spitually slow and tense when going to church. i went into a church, was told to present message -Jesus entered the temple courts and drove out all who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money changers and the benches of those selling doves. 13 “It is written,” he said to them, “‘My house will be called a house of prayer,’[a] but you are making it ‘a den of robbers"- and of course whats met by a couple of gate keepers and their eyes threw me off my path of course i wasnt ready and now im getting allot more in the spirit and i tell you its some of the most amazing experiences in my life. gods tearing down so many barriers and brings back certain things to get this going and showing me the polotics and all the back door stuff no one pays attion to yet needs to be. yes im vague but if i say to much i dont no where cockyness cames in and god smacks me down. and this is weekly. so i say less and understand more. i have church so later

the mask - ive had a love for masks , for good reason. they help pysocologically


pyshically draining
 
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silasraven

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just got back from the synagogue, very empowering and moving. confusing but none the less wow.

started with me asking god to let the people speak, im out in the hall just reading a book just to get an understanding of where christ came from. so god gave man the tounge and i entered and from there it was a spitual roller coaster.

the part where take your mask off to your servants. so i showed up unmasked, and god spoke directly to me threw the rabbi. god was there that moment, and he gave everyone a little part to get the message to me. this is just so, its like a good infection. maggots on a bad burn wound (prayer -disturbed) dude looked into my eyes and i was trapped and god had me right then so he was able to give the message to the rabbi to give to me. they knew i was coming
 
Biological Graffity

Biological Graffity

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...some of your posts are very confusing....but you did figure some things out on your own, may I quote Lao Tzu: "one who knows does not speak, one who speaks does not know"...may I suggest reading Dao te ching, a book that guides me on my spiritual path, I think it might be of great help to you....I wish you Luck , and peace.....
B.G.
 
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silasraven

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took a step back into a church and you wouldnt believe how much god there is not, the sermon was on war not biblical but vietnam and such. but what i got from it and afterwards was something else. god gave me someone to help and got helped and now these visions from during to god is promising me is, what could be, are so amazing what i was given is something else. for today- saul of tarsus (the messenger)
 
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silasraven

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god threw me this dude, he helps but wow our personalities are so much the same. we don't have major problems just like nit pick shit that some how gets blown up. would you get pissed if i said dude stop fucken with that god damn? he blew up at me like that was so unexecptable. it was just words, o jesus "thats hate" ,over words im missing something
 
Zaehet Strife

Zaehet Strife

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What value is a faith one can hold on to or let go as one wishes? It is just a blind mental concept which clearly has no worth at all. That is blind faith and the less blindness you have in life the better. I do not ask you to believe, I ask you to know. Only a state of mind that one has reached by knowledge, by realization, has any value. You can term it right-belief if you wish, but it is not belief, it is knowledge. Don’t believe in some vague truism. Search for truth. Seek it out. But don’t hold on to any belief or concept. This is a sign of weakness of the mind. It is lethargy; it is a lack of caring. It is an injurious way to save yourself from the work of seeing your self. Blind faith is an escape from sadhan, from the effort for self-realization. In a sense it is nothing short of suicide because once one falls into this culvert one becomes incapable of climbing the peak of truth. These paths lead you in two opposite directions. One is the ditch you fall into; the other, the lofty summit you have to climb. Faith is an easy thing because a man is not required to do anything. In that sense, knowledge is not so easy. Knowledge is the complete transformation of life. Faith is the outer apparel; knowledge, the inner revolution. Rather than allowing you to reach the peak of atonement towards which your spirit is striving, a simple faith can easily throw you back into the slumber of blind belief. Religion is not faith but unfortunately, religions are. What is religion to me does not coincide with what the concepts of the world’s religions appear to be. On that score Karl Marx was right to brand religions as opiates but profoundly wrong to say so about real religion! You have been told to have faith in the shastras, faith in the words of God, faith in the teachers. I do not say so at all. I say: have faith in yourself. It is only by knowing your self that you will be able to know what the shastras have said, what god has said. For one who has no faith in himself, following any other faith will be in vain. Can you stand on someone else’s feet? Buddha said, ”Be your own lamp. Be your own refuge. There is no proper refuge but the refuge of one’s own self.” And I say the same thing.
Have faith in yourself, fallow your heart, not the words or beliefs of any other. Meditation, no-thinking, is the only way to find your self, to find truth. The path you must take will come from within, not from something external of you. True happiness will come from within, not from something external of you.

Good luck on your journey my friend, may the stars watch over you.
 
Zaehet Strife

Zaehet Strife

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"To lay your troubles at the feet of one greater than yourself and to trust your fate to that power would be a relief. But in doing so it allows you to feel as if you no longer have to be directly responsible for whatever you do..." -Eragon
 
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silasraven said:
trying to do some study on these beings
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...Hi.

Have you ever wondered if angels (good or bad) are thoughts? They are called 'messengers' for a good reason, I think. :)

If you can find a good metaphysical bible dictionary that could help out.

*it's funny, you know... I have a good friend who works as a brand strategist, he's been all over the globe with it. I remember once him telling me that in Saigon they used large bugs in a person's hair to get the idea of shampooing across to the audience. ...just a side note ;)
 
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Zaehet Strife said:
"To lay your troubles at the feet of one greater than yourself and to trust your fate to that power would be a relief. But in doing so it allows you to feel as if you no longer have to be directly responsible for whatever you do..." -Eragon
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...think about this for a sec. "Lay your troubles that the feet of the one greater than you" (community) - doing so cannot remove your responsibility, it can enhance it - or, make it real. When a person is responsible to a large number of people, they (hopefully) act accordingly.
 
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silasraven

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eye exaggerate said:
...Hi.

Have you ever wondered if angels (good or bad) are thoughts? They are called 'messengers' for a good reason, I think. :)

If you can find a good metaphysical bible dictionary that could help out.

*it's funny, you know... I have a good friend who works as a brand strategist, he's been all over the globe with it. I remember once him telling me that in Saigon they used large bugs in a person's hair to get the idea of shampooing across to the audience. ...just a side note ;)
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yes i have indeed, its easyer on the run, because i have so many angels and demons trolling around, i cant come into contact with people because their demons sticks with me. it suchs so bad.
 
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silasraven said:
yes i have indeed, its easyer on the run, because i have so many angels and demons trolling around, i cant come into contact with people because their demons sticks with me. it suchs so bad.
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...ahhh. I used to feel something like this. I couldn't go into department stores 'cause it was just 'noise' everywhere. This may sound a bit funny, but 'in AND out'. :) Don't keep energies that are not yours.
 
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silasraven

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eye exaggerate said:
...ahhh. I used to feel something like this. I couldn't go into department stores 'cause it was just 'noise' everywhere. This may sound a bit funny, but 'in AND out'. :) Don't keep energies that are not yours.
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im just starting to realize the full spectrum of things. its hard to keep them out. anything you of helps im going further into needing to be around people. so im tensing up.it does it on its own{transfer of energies}
 
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silasraven

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thank you!
angel of the earth that protects it?and whats behind curtain number one!-anhita-well heres the one for animals HAYYEL ~
ANGEL OF WILD ANIMALS. i do remember one angel called to slaughter one third of mankind but not to harm creature not plant life.
protect your environment!!
Romans 1:20. For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities - His eternal power and divine nature - have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.

Isaiah 43:20-21 - The wild animals honor me, the jackals and the owls, because I provide water in the desert and streams in the wasteland, to give drink to my people, my chosen, the people I formed for myself that they may proclaim my praise.

call out to him like a friend it works the same with us as the maminals
Job 12:7-10 - But ask the animals, and they will teach you, or the birds of the air, and they will tell you; or speak to the earth, and it will teach you, or let the fish of the sea inform you. Which of all these does not know that the hand of the LORD has done this? In his hand is the life of every creature and the breath of all mankind.

hey land cant be possest ive always loved the idea that a chunck of dirt is as good as the next and never should it have a price.
Leviticus 25:23-24 - The land must not be sold permanently, because the land is mine and you are but aliens and my tenants. Throughout the country that you hold as a possession, you must provide for the redemption of the land.

i have a gut feeling that allot of people here or their dont like the talk about spirit worlds because it is dangerous and above all they are scared.- only if you play with it! wheres the harm in seeing gods helpers, now thats if you have asked for the gift.
 
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Zaehet Strife said:
What value is a faith one can hold on to or let go as one wishes? It is just a blind mental concept which clearly has no worth at all. That is blind faith and the less blindness you have in life the better. I do not ask you to believe, I ask you to know. Only a state of mind that one has reached by knowledge, by realization, has any value. You can term it right-belief if you wish, but it is not belief, it is knowledge. Don’t believe in some vague truism. Search for truth. Seek it out. But don’t hold on to any belief or concept. This is a sign of weakness of the mind. It is lethargy; it is a lack of caring. It is an injurious way to save yourself from the work of seeing your self. Blind faith is an escape from sadhan, from the effort for self-realization. In a sense it is nothing short of suicide because once one falls into this culvert one becomes incapable of climbing the peak of truth. These paths lead you in two opposite directions. One is the ditch you fall into; the other, the lofty summit you have to climb. Faith is an easy thing because a man is not required to do anything. In that sense, knowledge is not so easy. Knowledge is the complete transformation of life. Faith is the outer apparel; knowledge, the inner revolution. Rather than allowing you to reach the peak of atonement towards which your spirit is striving, a simple faith can easily throw you back into the slumber of blind belief. Religion is not faith but unfortunately, religions are. What is religion to me does not coincide with what the concepts of the world’s religions appear to be. On that score Karl Marx was right to brand religions as opiates but profoundly wrong to say so about real religion! You have been told to have faith in the shastras, faith in the words of God, faith in the teachers. I do not say so at all. I say: have faith in yourself. It is only by knowing your self that you will be able to know what the shastras have said, what god has said. For one who has no faith in himself, following any other faith will be in vain. Can you stand on someone else’s feet? Buddha said, ”Be your own lamp. Be your own refuge. There is no proper refuge but the refuge of one’s own self.” And I say the same thing.
Have faith in yourself, fallow your heart, not the words or beliefs of any other. Meditation, no-thinking, is the only way to find your self, to find truth. The path you must take will come from within, not from something external of you. True happiness will come from within, not from something external of you.

Good luck on your journey my friend, may the stars watch over you.
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I agreed, I agree,
 
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