I went to college got a BS in Geology thinking I would come out and do field work as a scientist. Well, I’m doing field work alright, but just as a manual laborer making $17/hr and hating every second of it.
I applied to work at the front desk of my local gym, I would take a 50% pay cut if it just meant being happy every day!!! Not sure if the fiancé would be as excited about losing income as I would.
I think I had a panic attack earlier by just thinking about my future at current manual labor job. Had to tell my boss that blood sugar was low so I could run to the gas station and buy a 40oz just to get a little numb.
This is starting to sound like a conversation I should take to reddit. There are some nice mf’s on the mental health sub. Funny how some internet strangers can turn your day around.
Anyways sorry to rant, peace to the RIU fam