i know wat u mean. but i read a lot. anything. science books, my math book, historical romance novels (my fav,) the internet, newspapers, anything. i kinda am also ADD (dont really think its a disease, just another way of the government trying to drug everybody up) so i cant concentrate on one thing 4 long. hence, me being up at 6 am doing homework, and reading grow journals, talking 2 u, watching tv and watever else i can find 2 do. but no. dont smoke ciggys no more. i used to be a newport girl but not 4 long i only smoke cig's when im drunk and i dont really hardly ever drink anymore. im kinda a healthy person. i just smoke mary j bcuz i believe it 2 be organic from GOD. GOD put it here 4 me 2 use. i dont think he intended 4 us to smoke it but i dont think it is harmful. yes, i definitely go out clubbing. but not as much bcuz people that drink are f-ing crazy.