Fact?

it truly is

drugs what drugs? i've only one hbwr seeds and dxm. i don't even really consider those real psychedelics. i'm gonna be getting some money when i get out of osawatamie again lol maybe some dmt or san pedro powder from ebay....

U still there ??
What are they saying ??

well im on 6 mg of risperdone and 750 of depakote and they are saying im bipolar with psychotic features. they just aren't ready for the truth. no on is yet, i must wait until the great awakening which will happen within the next 2 years because god said so. he is going to "awaken" and "enlighten" the world and it's going to be an amazing day. 20122222 and i just got sent back on the 18th but im getting out soon like wensday or so

For how long do they let you go home ... and have you considered that any mixes in your spare time ... are fucking things in your head even more ?

maybe i shouldn't then. maybe i should just smoke weed but even that gets me different and saying things that are way the fuck off the wall... according to close minded fucks anyways lol

they let me go home for as long as i take my medicine, if i stop and freak out then im back in here for the 5th time this year lolllll

That is not the strategy I am thinking of.
If they give you substance A .... to manipulate a state over a period of time ..... it functions as lets call it 9
If on your days at home you will consume substance B .... when you get back your 9 .... gets out of whack .... and morphs into X

And that is not healthy .... as ... you are adding chemicals and so are they ... and nothing is working. Just think about this in terms of logic. (as a Chemist)

Also safety ... as YOU are my anchor !

I don't think we should incourage this poor guy.

incourage me for what? taking psychedelics???? yo fuck that i do what ever i chose you fuckin homo lol i kid i kid yeah i'm not gonna be doing any chems.. i do want to try 2c-i or e tho

BongTokinAlcoholic420 said:

incourage me for what? taking psychedelics???? yo fuck that i do what ever i chose you fuckin homo lol i kid i kid yeah i'm not gonna be doing any chems.. i do want to try 2c-i or e tho

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Aren't they Chem's?

Windsblow said:

I don't think we should incourage this poor guy.

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Kind Sir .... my words have nothing to do with encouragement !!
In fact .... I was hoping for the opposite effect in my delivery.
Is it my wording .... ?
Perhaps you should read it again.

BongTokinAlcoholic420 said:

incourage me for what? taking psychedelics???? yo fuck that i do what ever i chose you fuckin homo lol i kid i kid yeah i'm not gonna be doing any chems.. i do want to try 2c-i or e tho

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I know buddy ... I only want to show YOU things in perspective.
You are way to smart and have way to many things to do .... to turn your brain into a cocktail of chemicals .... and wreck it all.
That is ALL.

Puffer Fish said:

Kind Sir .... my words have nothing to do with encouragement !!
In fact .... I was hoping for the opposite effect in my delivery.
Is it my wording .... ?
Perhaps you should read it again.



I know buddy ... I only want to show YOU things in perspective.
You are way to smart and have way to many things to do .... to turn your brain into a cocktail of chemicals .... and wreck it all.
That is ALL.

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I wasn't speaking to you directly just in general. This guy seems like he needs to lay off the dope and get on the MEDS.

Windsblow said:

I wasn't speaking to you directly just in general. This guy seems like he needs to lay off the dope and get on the MEDS.

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hahahahahah says the homo lol jkjkjk


and puffer fish you are right of course. i shall not do any chems, i was thinking maybe dxm once in a while you think that would be okay? im gonna try it once if i go crazy and shit then it was meant to be. lol i will be smoking dope though and taking all my medicine. they got me fucked up on all the shit it goes like this

Risperdone 6mg
Depakote 750mg
Celexa 20mg
Klonopin 1mg
Visteril 100mg

has my brain like a zombie oh well tho

ok so december 26 or so of last year i had an epiphany. and it was the realization of the universe already having a planned destination. Pre determined so to speak. i am the second coming of jesus christ......

Ya that is a soup of chems alright ...
I am going to study the compounds and dosages ...
Zombified ... no doubt ... but you got to ride that shit out ...
What in your opinion triggers ..... 'what they call episodes' when you are home and re-admitted ...... and describe your state of mind ... (If you care that is.)

It pains me to see you in caged ...but if things are predetermined .... you need to be there at this junction.

Puffer Fish said:

Ya that is a soup of chems alright ...
I am going to study the compounds and dosages ...
Zombified ... no doubt ... but you got to ride that shit out ...
What in your opinion triggers ..... 'what they call episodes' when you are home and re-admitted ...... and describe your state of mind ... (If you care that is.)

It pains me to see you in caged ...but if things are predetermined .... you need to be there at this junction.

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well normally i feel very good and happy and want to tell the world about my epiphany. but it isn't time as they won't listen. very hard to describe because sometimes it doesn't even feel as if i'm the experiencer. only aware of a few moments at a time. as far as triggers really anything that gets me hyped up about god and when people agree with what im saying which is kinda hard not to because i say it in a way of truth, not opinion. and yes this is the worse time of me being caged up and it really got to me but it's almost over. i know i am supposed to be here, god sent me here. again for the second time in a row i wanted to kill myself because i felt as if i couldn't save the world but then god told me through messages not to kill myself so i listened and both times i called the police. this last time though it was fucking hilarious, i had them understanding everything i said. they knew i wasn't crazy. it was fun lol. but then the thorizine they gave me through a shot in the ass because i was not going down without a fight and i was just going ape shit lol. ever since that shot i've been even more "out of it"... fuck that thorezine shit lol

Ya but ... you realize that compound in function. (Used to calm you down)

If ... thoughts of God and conversations of nature ... get you Hyped ...
What can be done .... and where do you think you should be ... ?
So that You might .... get better ...
What if people are not ready to listen .... will you go SAD again .... ?
These are concerns in the way of your everyday Well being ...

yes they are, but i trust that i should be just fine. just stay calm and in the moment and try not to get too overwhelmed by much...u know?

I know what you are trying to do and how you are doing it .... but it has not worked to well as you have tried to kill yourself twice already ...
We are trying to avoid that as things unfold .... and should not take any chances.
Your safety ... and mental health depends on this.
Perhaps the adventure here is about the journey ... in getting stable and healthy ... to a point ... where you can safely do ...

WHAT YOU NEED TO DO ...
Whatever this might be ... and at the right TIME.

Does that make sense ?