LOL, sounds like a lot of us here. What started out as a facination/challenge/hobby has become a consuming drive - at least for me. I've invested a LOT of money, tried out several different grow techniques, have one more on the list to try, have watched as I accidentally killed several beautiful plants, watched as my plants died from "too much love", slow customer response from a certain unnamed STEALTH HYDRO company that sells shit and ships it whenever they get around to it. But once you kill a few dozen plants and make all the usual stupid mistakes and learn not to do that, it all becomes fairly simple and easy and FUN! Happy growing and welcome to the forum!