First night terror in 9 years...

I was in a dream, i had fallen asleep just taking a cat nap. Within my dream i remember i was searching for something, or someone, i cant be sure. It looked enchanting, like from a fairy tale story, rainbows, sunlight, rain that wasn't getting me wet. I had this...raft in my arms, and i think i was looking for a girl. The wind started blowing very hard, i remember it started to rain, the rain formed into crystal balls...like bubbles, they were floating everywhere. i was trying to get to these two women, who were dancing around me in circles, laughing and laughing... but i had the raft in front of me and i couldn't let it go, so i couldn't get to them.

when i saw the rain turn into the crystal globes, i realized that i was dreaming, and attempted to become lucid so i could take off and fly, like in most of my lucid dreams today. It started to become shaky, the reality of the dream, i was on the verge of waking up, i kept blinking my eyes, trying not to wake up, i blinked once, twice, and then opened my eyes and i was laying in my girlfriends bed. Everything was normal...except that by the window there was supposed to be a chair... instead there was a girl, bent backwards, misshaped, no living human could bend that way, it would break their spine... her hair was black and she was hiding her face from me.

As i was afraid, i have figure out a way to get past my fears, i tried to say something but couldn't get much out... i couldn't really move... it felt like a shaky night terror. I suffered from night terrors when i was 17, and i couldn't move anything, but this was different. When i made a grumble to try and yell HEY! to get her attention... her neck slowly turned around without making a sound. I saw the white face, kind of blurry, but there were pits for eyes, and a pit for the mouth. it was definitely malevolent, just staring at me, with kind of a sick smile...

I couldn't feel any intentions of it wanting to harm me or hurt me, like in my other episodes 9 years ago when i felt an evil presence and was certain they aimed to hurt me. Not in this one, but it definitely seemed pretty evil to me. I tried to move one of my legs over, to try and touch it, (the reason for this was because last night, i remembered that i told my girlfriend if i ever saw a ghost, the first thing i would do was poke it in the face) the closer my right leg got to its face, the harder it was to move it. It got to the point where it was so hard to move it that i almost gave up.

when that happened i hard this sound, not a tone, not a ring...it was, like darkness speaking. i blinked my eyes and the girl slowly materialized back into the chair, which was merely my girlfriends night towel draped over the back of it... as i awoke, i awoke with my eyes already open, coming to. and from as best i can make out, this is what the darkness told me.


You are already dead...


This is the first time anything like this has happened to me 9 years, its happened before, but much worse, with demon men in black cloaks with rotting faces. I know that i watched this paranormal show yesterday with my gf's mom and the family, and the whole episode was about this little girl, who was haunting some people. I don't believe in ghosts, because i have never had an experience with one. I know that what just happened, was in a dream, because when i awoke, my foot had not moved at all, my legs were still crossed at the ankles.

I am going to do some more tests within my dream realm, and try to get back into the night terror again, maybe i can figure more out about whats going on in my brain that is giving me these visions.

Maybe some deep seated repressed fear from my early childhood? Maybe the fear from the indoctrinations i experienced as i was growing up, i really don't know. I have to experiment with it more before i can come up with a conclusion.

At least you remembered your dream. I experience them when I realize im having one, but soon as I wake up, I lose it. cant recall really what any of the details are.
I got a stripper back to the motel room one night, and im sure it was a succubus. Life has been shit ever since that night. Almost as if cursed. Not sure I believe in all that shit, but could be...

Damn,Thats a pretty wicked dream,First one of its like in 9 yrs?Maybe youre getting ready to confront some darkened aspect of your mind once and for all or possibly a bout of confrontation so to speak.

This Just reminded me of a dream i had a few yrs back.well it was a 3 part dream,It is a bit lengthy at that.But in the first part It started out that i was living with my 2 aunts, one of them has kids the other has none.In this house was another level,or it was a 2 story house.I was talking to the aunt with no kids and she wasnt happy about living there with her sister.The 5 kids or my cousins were staying there also,I was talking to the other aunt shortly after realizing that her kids were staying there,she was dischordant and very dispositioned,kind of like a which.I look in the living room and see 2 of the cousins drawing black magic symbols on the floor,,seemed weird.I go towards the stairs and notice a door to a bedroom and look in and see one of the other cousins sleeping in bed.I go back down stairs and overheard the aunts vehemently arguing and the conversation ended soon after.I spoke with the aunt once more and she said she is moving away and she left the house soon after.I woke up right after that with a real ominous and weirded out feeling,I closed my eyes went back to sleep.I was back at the house again,I walked into the living room and i saw blood on the wall and some lit candles nearby,the house was dimly lit.I saw one of the two cousins who had been drawing the black magic symbols earlier standing in the middle of the room just shaking uncontrollably, while the other one seemed disposed and withdrawn.I saw the aunt who was their mother that stayed at the house,she was wearing a whichs garb and pointing towards the shaking cousin as she spewed vile language i wont even bother to remember.I walk past all of this occurance towards the back of the house where there was a door to the basement on the right and a screen door leading outside.I go outside and see the 2 cousins that are brothers I havent seen in the previous dream,they were walking undead,one of them walks toward me speaking in some kind of devil speak,I told him to shut the fuck up,and he just looked at me emotionless without a word standing still.The other one that was outside,he came running at me with a bat that had blood and chunks of flesh on it.I smashed his head into the door and blood gushed from his head and he fell to the ground.I stepped back into the house scarred shitless I catch a breath,I then go towards the basement door which was pitch black.I walk down and open the door Suddenly, i have a Katana in my hands,I was a bit surprised by this but was like ok this is good.I walk into the basement,I here some breathing,I look around the darkness and saw something move just vaguely, then i look at the blade of the sword and I see the black Silhouette of a demon in the darkness,it was a wretched shape,I stayed focused waiting for the shadow to leap at me as we squared off,I kept waiting for it to come at me as it grumbled some strange sound almost familiar to a voice but not really discernable as talking and it finaly lept at me with a primal scream, I held the blade towards it then,I awoke again,Im like what in the fuck? somewhat irritated and frightened at the same time,I was like fuck that!!I grabbed some water had a drink and fell back to sleep and without any intention of doing so I was back in the house yet again.The house was dark,I hear screams in some part of the house and crashing of glass.There were a couple of candles still lit in the living room,and something that looked like a pentagram and blood on the floor.I go to one of the rooms on the first floor looking for my cousins,one was in a bed I couldnt tell if she was dead or sleeping.The other one was on the floor with burns all over her.I walked out of the room and then upstairs.I see my aunt who had moved out earlier and my mother was there,I was able to talk to them half lucidly,My mother was saying there is a problem here what can we do?My first thought was ,I dont know where to begin.The aunt asks how can this stop?Then I sat in a chair at a table with them in the upstairs living room thinking,and I went into a sort of half meditative state,next thing i know I had a voice of thunderous volume,I yelled GET.. OUT... NOW!Everything trembled and shook within the house,and I heard something of a muffled Shrill mixed with a bellow like a beast and a strong gust of wind swept the house dissapating the same as it arose,soon Afterward,I was downstairs with my mother and aunt,It was morning,the other aunt was nowhere to be seen as well as the cousins,just absent of the house.My mother left the house in a saying bye kind of way shortly after.The aunt and myself still there, walking toward the bedroom on the first floor , i followed her,she opens the closet in the room and there was a which in white and grey garbs standing in the closet over the dead body of the other aunt who was dressed in dark which garbs i looked down to see her throat had been slit and her eyes wide open,the white which threw a cover on her without saying a word to either of us as she kept silent.My aunt and myself go back out to the living room,shortly after the dream ended,I awoke to the day.

Still to this day the most insane nightmare Ive had,but made me realize more inner peace since then,Just had to share it,.

I read it all, and appreciate the contribution man, that does sound pretty scary.

I just had a form of a night terror last night as well. I had a dream that this girl i really care about killed herself. I did not know this was a dream and i was freaking out in my dream for about appeared to be hours and hours. I was talking to people and they were trying to give me counseling. One person was telling me who cares. I finally woke up to find this was just a dream. A big relief came over me once i woke up, followed by a brain shattering headache.

Dreams kinda freak me out to be honest.. I've had dreams where a friend or somebody long ago that I haven't talked to in years calls me. And what happens the next day when I wake up? That exact friend calls. Smae thing with a cousin I haven't talked to forever. I've also had one where a car hits the back of my car. It's just weird IMO.

Now nightmares.. I hate those. I don't even like talking about them. I'm not saying because they're ghosts or anything, but they're obviously originated from some pure evil deep inside ourselves. They interpret what has gone on in our life and our true thoughts on our experiences.

PS.. I hate chills.. And paranoia when I'm high. Damn night terror talk lol.

Yea bro, they can be terrifying.

The types of experiences im talking about are called SP (sleep paralysis) and NT's (night terrors).

If you are unfamiliar with these concepts, it is super spooky to look them up, and realize just how many experiences from different people around different parts of the world experience the same exact thing. Same sounds, same feeling of dread and evil, same demon looking entities... very interesting, but very spooky.

Hey Hep my man, would you be able to send me a link where you got that pic? Or send me it on FB or something, i cant find it anywhere, thanks bro.

Zaehet Strife said:

Yea bro, they can be terrifying.

The types of experiences im talking about are called SP (sleep paralysis) and NT's (night terrors).

If you are unfamiliar with these concepts, it is super spooky to look them up, and realize just how many experiences from different people around different parts of the world experience the same exact thing. Same sounds, same feeling of dread and evil, same demon looking entities... very interesting, but very spooky.

Hey Hep my man, would you be able to send me a link where you got that pic? Or send me it on FB or something, i cant find it anywhere, thanks bro.

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Yeah I know what true night terrors are.. It looks like some messed up shit. Not being able to move while there's something horrible in the same room as you is just horrible.

As I kid I thought I had night terrors but it just doesn't match up with what other people have experienced. I used to see people in my room that would crawl out of the shadows and onto my ceiling. They'd watch me.. The reason I don't call it paralysis is because I'm pretty sure I could have moved but I didn't want to move. I don't think I ever tried to move so I wouldn't be able to tell you if I was having night terrors.. Also I would wake up and everything would be back to normal. In most night terror cases the people are already awake.. So by me waking up, that just tells me that I was only dreaming. I'm pretty glad I've never had a night terror, but at the same time, I'm kinda curious.

And about the avi thing.. I honestly don't know where I got it from lol. I have it saved on my computer. Can you save it on yours?

I found one for a black and white version
http://data.whicdn.com/images/20966515/tumblr_lxga9qXvkn1r8s83eo1_500_thumb.jpg

Zaehet Strife said:

I was in a dream, i had fallen asleep just taking a cat nap. Within my dream i remember i was searching for something, or someone, i cant be sure. It looked enchanting, like from a fairy tale story, rainbows, sunlight, rain that wasn't getting me wet. I had this...raft in my arms, and i think i was looking for a girl. The wind started blowing very hard, i remember it started to rain, the rain formed into crystal balls...like bubbles, they were floating everywhere. i was trying to get to these two women, who were dancing around me in circles, laughing and laughing... but i had the raft in front of me and i couldn't let it go, so i couldn't get to them.

when i saw the rain turn into the crystal globes, i realized that i was dreaming, and attempted to become lucid so i could take off and fly, like in most of my lucid dreams today. It started to become shaky, the reality of the dream, i was on the verge of waking up, i kept blinking my eyes, trying not to wake up, i blinked once, twice, and then opened my eyes and i was laying in my girlfriends bed. Everything was normal...except that by the window there was supposed to be a chair... instead there was a girl, bent backwards, misshaped, no living human could bend that way, it would break their spine... her hair was black and she was hiding her face from me.

As i was afraid, i have figure out a way to get past my fears, i tried to say something but couldn't get much out... i couldn't really move... it felt like a shaky night terror. I suffered from night terrors when i was 17, and i couldn't move anything, but this was different. When i made a grumble to try and yell HEY! to get her attention... her neck slowly turned around without making a sound. I saw the white face, kind of blurry, but there were pits for eyes, and a pit for the mouth. it was definitely malevolent, just staring at me, with kind of a sick smile...

I couldn't feel any intentions of it wanting to harm me or hurt me, like in my other episodes 9 years ago when i felt an evil presence and was certain they aimed to hurt me. Not in this one, but it definitely seemed pretty evil to me. I tried to move one of my legs over, to try and touch it, (the reason for this was because last night, i remembered that i told my girlfriend if i ever saw a ghost, the first thing i would do was poke it in the face) the closer my right leg got to its face, the harder it was to move it. It got to the point where it was so hard to move it that i almost gave up.

when that happened i hard this sound, not a tone, not a ring...it was, like darkness speaking. i blinked my eyes and the girl slowly materialized back into the chair, which was merely my girlfriends night towel draped over the back of it... as i awoke, i awoke with my eyes already open, coming to. and from as best i can make out, this is what the darkness told me.


You are already dead...


This is the first time anything like this has happened to me 9 years, its happened before, but much worse, with demon men in black cloaks with rotting faces. I know that i watched this paranormal show yesterday with my gf's mom and the family, and the whole episode was about this little girl, who was haunting some people. I don't believe in ghosts, because i have never had an experience with one. I know that what just happened, was in a dream, because when i awoke, my foot had not moved at all, my legs were still crossed at the ankles.

I am going to do some more tests within my dream realm, and try to get back into the night terror again, maybe i can figure more out about whats going on in my brain that is giving me these visions.

Maybe some deep seated repressed fear from my early childhood? Maybe the fear from the indoctrinations i experienced as i was growing up, i really don't know. I have to experiment with it more before i can come up with a conclusion.

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.....i think its your sexual appetite acting up....

420IAMthatIAM said:

.....i think its your sexual appetite acting up....

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Really dude? Really?...

Hep, thanks bro i really appreciate it!

i can't recall ever having a nightmare. or feeling an evil presence in my dreams. my dreams are a wonderland of flight and traveling over and on top of landscapes. sometimes cityscapes. but i do fly a lot in my dreams. and they are the best ones. sometimes i can wake up but quickly go back into the dream if i fall aslep fast enough. never felt anything of death. or being scared in any way. just a kind of freedom i don't have when i'm awake. in some ways i prefer my sleeping, dreaming state to my awake state. i don't feel pain there. the pain that drags me down. the pain that kills my dreams of becoming something better. my spine pain. and all the other probs that come with degenerative disc disease. but in my sleep time life is grand. it is better. and i wish i could stay there and not come back. my awake life truley sucks. it's my dream life that makes me want to stay alive...for now anyways. and i wonder...if i died in my sleep could i actually stay there? and not have to wake up at all? that would be something i could really want. cuz life here is not preferable to life there. and some day soon i may just do just that. i feel it coming like a storm cloud on the horizon. i really believe i don't have more than 8 months...it's a light at the end of the tunnel. i'll keep you posted. xanax has kicked in...time to be free now.

dannyboy602 said:

i can't recall ever having a nightmare. or feeling an evil presence in my dreams. my dreams are a wonderland of flight and traveling over and on top of landscapes. sometimes cityscapes. but i do fly a lot in my dreams. and they are the best ones. sometimes i can wake up but quickly go back into the dream if i fall aslep fast enough. never felt anything of death. or being scared in any way. just a kind of freedom i don't have when i'm awake. in some ways i prefer my sleeping, dreaming state to my awake state. i don't feel pain there. the pain that drags me down. the pain that kills my dreams of becoming something better. my spine pain. and all the other probs that come with degenerative disc disease. but in my sleep time life is grand. it is better. and i wish i could stay there and not come back. my awake life truley sucks. it's my dream life that makes me want to stay alive...for now anyways. and i wonder...if i died in my sleep could i actually stay there? and not have to wake up at all? that would be something i could really want. cuz life here is not preferable to life there. and some day soon i may just do just that. i feel it coming like a storm cloud on the horizon. i really believe i don't have more than 8 months...it's a light at the end of the tunnel. i'll keep you posted. xanax has kicked in...time to be free now.

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Damn bro, so much of what you speak of i can connect with. As much fun as my waking life has been, i have found the most pleasure in my existence within my dreams. I hold my dreams dear, its funny, i dont have to write them down to remember them. You know how the best times of your life you can remember so easily, like it happened yesterday? I can do that with hundreds of dreams i have, i can talk to my girlfriend for hours about all the dreams ive had, though she gets quite bored after a time, not experiencing dreams as i do.

When i was younger, i had a near death experience in a car crash, i had 47% chance to live, and i pulled through, made it through physical therapy and i feel as good as new now, after a few years of depression, pain and torment though. After i experienced this, i started to have lucid dreams, i remember talking to my theripist about it at the time, i was 17 years old, and he didnt know much about it. I started researching it, getting really into it, and i remember the very first time i screamed at the top of my lungs within my dream "I'M IN A DREEEAAAAM!" And for the first time in my life, i got to explore the dream realm being fully conscious that i was in a dream.

From then on, i have been an avid lucid dreamer, even today. Unfortunately, it seems as if the older i get, the less frequent the lucid dreams become... it's been really hard on me. I know now from experience that smoking cannabis dramatically decreases your dream recall, and the consistency of me becoming lucid. I have had to cut down on my smoking tremendously to be able to lucid dream as much as i want to.

I feel you bro, if i had one wish, it would be to spend the rest of my waking life in the dream state, i have so much more fun there, existence feels more real than whatever this is... i know what you mean, i want that too more than anything.

The only thing i can do about that, is do my best to sustain my lucidity during my dreams for as long as i can, sometimes this does result in "night terrors" or even "sleep paralysis" or even both combined... but that is not enough fear to deter me from dreaming the way i do.

I personally think everyone can do it, but it takes a certain type of person, a certain type of perception on life that one must hold, in order to become fully lucid.

I wish you the best of luck, i hope your pain in the waking life is as little as possible, i hope you can be happy and enjoy the rest of what you have in this existence... because my friend, as far as we can tell... as shitty as it may be for some people... this is the one and only chance we get. In my opinion.. live every moment like it could be your last, and dream as if you have never dreamed before.

May the stars watch over you, and peace live within your heart.