boggermania
Active Member
trainee people that is priceless i love itNegative feelings are important.
If you have been up to shit lately or just a douche, or had some indefencible vice, it will likely get amplified alot.
I remember in the beginning haveing to deal with many facets of myself each time I took acid... Once I even stoped speaking for a few days as i coulnd't stand my voice...which in turn was just a manifestation of other insecurities. But it had to be unlayered systematicaly, over time, for me to overcome and in some ways accept some things.
At some level its hard for me to think of people who never had acid as people, as they have not accessed a very large part of themselves and the range of experiences their bodies are designed to experience.... they are kinda like trainee people.