Yes, there is plenty of information available to those who are interested in the subject.
But your post said it. You were traumatized once and are now fearful of being without a gun. Trauma is real. It affects a person's emotional and physical health. It is also a powerful motivator and it is completely reasonable that you to bought a gun to alleviate your trauma. However, what research on the subject shows us that gun owners are less safe than if they didn't own a gun.
Regarding remote areas. Ranchers in Oregon say the same as you. They live out in the boonies and have to provide their own security. I have no problem with this. I have no problem with a peaceful person who owns a gun. I simply want gun owners to take responsibility for the problem that they contribute to.
That said, here is supporting information for my claim that guns make gun owners and the people around them less safe. Owning a gun protects a person from homicide in their home? No it doesn't. A household with one gun in it is 1.6 times more likely to have a homicide compared to non-gun owners. That, compounded with other risks, such as suicide and accidents, simply says the feeling one has about guns protecting them is false.
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More firearms do not keep people safe, hard numbers show. Why do so many Americans believe the opposite?
www.scientificamerican.com
(this not pointed at Cat) goddammit. Lock those guns up. Jeez.