good to have you here sir! i can relate to your issues. you should check out my introduction thread i would appreciate your time. I currently suffer from chronic pain(several different locations ie back shoulder etc), ibs, anxiety, migraines and other things those mainly. I have had a shoulder surgery in 2010 where they cut the end of my clavicle(collar bone off) and i now have a gap inbetween the area and my shoulder. THe doctor says its deterierating naturally over time increasing the gap and most importanly my pain. I have also recently been diagnosed with Facets disease which is also degenerative. ANother recent diagnosis was sleep apnea. I can be half asleep, like to the point i cannot open my eyes or move my body, but aware enough to know that im not breathing(not sure why it stops to begin with) and finally snap myself out of it gasping for air. Its a very scary feeling and makes it really hard to sleep at night; most of the time i scared to go to sleep fearing i will not wake. Really weird and i could care less who believes what bc im sure my phd knows what hes talking about. But i also have a very sensitive stomach and the ibs so put those together and the meds make me sick all day. I used to be lucky to eat one meal a day and hold it. Marijuana saved the day. I eat healthier than ever now and actually losing weight!! I have been on numerous meds including mobic, nexium, zoloft, xanax, oxycontin, roxicodone, steroids just all kinds of nasty shit. I am very happy to say that im raising my first set of kids now(hopefully all girls:]) and will be able to leave all these meds behind given that the harvest yeilds enough. Reason i say that is bc i cant afford street prices and if i dont have marijuana i need SOMETHING for meds just to get by. I cannot wait till harvest and get my life back(cant work, cant enjoy hobbies or activities with gf and friends; basically a miserably life) and enjoy being on this beautiful earth.
You should follow my grow journals. Im growing organically indoors as well. Im using the general hydroponics "G.O." (general organics) box along with a custom mix of worm castings, bat guano, hf soil and local soil mix.
I am also waiting on a package of TGA subcool seeds to arrive; will be posting a journal, records, findings, tips etc on that seed line. Any extra advice on the seeds from TGA would be greatly appreciated due to this medical grow being very important to my health and well being. I have ordered: Cheese Quake, chernobyl, apollo 13 x vortex, Agent orange, Jack the ripper, Deep purple, and Jilly bean; any info or tips on these would be greatly appreciated.
