I dont like the feeling of being "not in control"..... like when I drink, I can become an asshole, I stumble around, I slur when I talk, etc.... When i smoke I can still converse with clients, i can get shit done, i can work, I can do anything! It just enhances everything and makes things more fun, bearable.... and when I want to relax, i skmoke and just become more relaxed... Ihate alchohol