ranger6
Active Member
Hey whats up everybody? Well I was looking for some advice I am a disabled vet ex 11b 240machine gunner I am just going to lay this shit out in hopes of somebody can hit me with sum knowledge to get my head right when I medicate for years after I was discharged I self medicated with xanax and vodka and jameson whiskey these things made me a bad person super violent couldnt hold a job or keep a girl I eventually discovered herb it calmed me and relaxed me let me sleep more than 4 hours I love super lemon haze it just makes life seem pretty good but last few months I would be so paranoid not paranoid but I guess I think about to many what ifs u know? And dwell on the people I lost in my life just sadness the meds the va gave me never helped me all that counseling bullshit whiskey did help me at the time but I am a father now and if I start drinking again ill eventually fuck up and end up in prison or dead I have brain damage and a fucked up leg so I am in constant pain but when I smoked or ate edibles I could cope and ranger on and be normal I have even tried different strains to see if that help I can talk my self down but its not enjoyable I just want to be able to cope with the pain of my wounds and demons without turning to pills or meds I have been reading up on strawberry diesel it sounds promising for my next grow well if anybody has any advice hit me up well thanks for listening "out"