Hppd

I have had HPPD for a while now..to the point i want to just curl up in a ball and die. Everything seems like a dream.
I took lsd a few times nothing all at once always giving a break between trips... nothing in high doses either. I tripped on acid a total of 4 times in my life.

I still see things warp/melt and bend but only if I'm more concentrated on something.
Today was one of the worse days i have had it... I was in a car with my brother, the car ahead of us started to look like it was morphing. then the red break lights started trailing... all of a sudden I got frames. I looked away out the side window and the red break lights where still clearly imprinted in my vision except this time they where breathing.

I don't know if that was a mini flashback but I got really scared.
Do you have HPPD cuz I don't want to be the only one I am stopping all drug use until i can figure out a cure.

I have nothing to add, except that I hope you're ok, and get well soon man

NP88 said:

I have nothing to add, except that I hope you're ok, and get well soon man

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Thank you man, means alot.

There our dark times for me in my life I blame drugs for the best/worse times i have had in my life.

sounds like your going to have to get spinal fluid tap'd and tested ;x

Sigh* LSD does not stay in your spinal cord that is a false misconception it is metabolized within 24 hours.
Just like Post Traumatic Stress anything that is intense to the person can cause "mental illness" if you want to call it that.

Most all HPPD starts to fade away after you quit using psychedelics

Personally i have slight HPPD from tripping and i quit enjoy it

http://www.neurosoup.com/hppd_main_page.htm

I hope everything works out and one day you will be able to trip again. She says that any symptoms should clear up after about six months off of any substances...

My advice to you is just to take a six month break and when you feel ready to take a beginner dose of a mild psychedelic and slowly ease your way back into the world of tripping

Relax, quit taking mind bending substances (even pot) and see us in 3 months.

Things always morph if you look at them too much. If your thinking something else they don`t morph, well thats my case. I can make someting morph if I try to, but I generally think nothing to it. Same goes with closed eyed visuals too.

I would say the best solution is to meditate but its best to stop smoking canabis or at least cut down till you figure out whats going on. I wouldn`t say you have HPPD personally.