I know, ivebeencanceled. This is highly entertaining. I got a kick out of it.
Schmalls, people are badgering you for two reasons.
One, we remember what it's like to be your age. And how incredibly self-absorbed and assured we were that we knew so much, and were incredibly mature. Well, we weren't. This applies to all of us, without exception. No, we don't know you personally. Whether you are a decent person or not is irrelevant. Despite the fact that you don't personally see it, your lack of maturity shines through in nearly every post. We outted you as a minor almost immediately because of your attitude and your lack of understanding. Most of those who agreed with you are in the same boat as you are. They won't last long here.
Secondly, you're not legal to be on this site. Information is free, but not to minors. By being here, you potentially put US at risk.
Despite how it seems, we're actually the most welcoming, informative, and helpful community out there.
And as hard as this is to face, your brain has not developed completely. Your worldview and perspective changes as you reach adulthood as a result of both brain development and experience, in most ways for the better; you gain a more pragmatic and fuller understanding of life in general. And this is all natural. As many others have said, growing requires maturity, which you obviously do not yet have. Despite how this all sounds, I'm not even judging you. We're just saying wait a few years, and come back. Then we'll welcome you with open arms. You're not ready. A lot of people fail growing or get caught, even adults, because they're simply not ready.
If you're going to do it, then you're going to do it. Just don't expect any help from the "master growers" on this site, because none of them are going to speak to you except to remind you of what's already been said. It's not because we're bad people or adult smokers/growers are "assholes". It's because we've been there, done that.
So, until later.
~Ethno