I wish I could tell you how I really feel inside

Winter Woman said:

It just hit me, what we did today. We listed our home and it is breaking my heart.

I hurt way deep inside. It's not a house it is my home. I've lived here almost 20 years. I can walk around in the dark and not bump into anything .

When I step out on the back deck all I see is beautiful marshland. We get geese, fox, deer, egrets, and herons. I'm close enough I can walk to town and the library is just around the corner.

We're going to FLA. It's nice there too. We'll be living in a condo on a golf course, how typical. No outside gardening allowed. Maybe, no indoor gardening either! It is only a 2 bedroom. Sounds like party cup grows for me.

What will Christmas be like with no snow? We really don't know anyone there. What if we've made a mistake? We will have given up the home we planned on dying in. We are leaving because hubby can't take the winters anymore.

I'm leaving a mmj state to well, Fla.

I know I'm rambling. Right now I can't control how I feel inside.

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atidd11 said:

Hey bro what part are you moving too. I live in central florida bro. Maybe u cud look at growin somewhere hey people even do hydroponics on the wetlands here. Florida is a great spot to grow but not better than cali bro so sorry!!

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Winter Woman said:

It just hit me, what we did today. We listed our home and it is breaking my heart.

I hurt way deep inside. It's not a house it is my home. I've lived here almost 20 years. I can walk around in the dark and not bump into anything .

When I step out on the back deck all I see is beautiful marshland. We get geese, fox, deer, egrets, and herons. I'm close enough I can walk to town and the library is just around the corner.

We're going to FLA. It's nice there too. We'll be living in a condo on a golf course, how typical. No outside gardening allowed. Maybe, no indoor gardening either! It is only a 2 bedroom. Sounds like party cup grows for me.

What will Christmas be like with no snow? We really don't know anyone there. What if we've made a mistake? We will have given up the home we planned on dying in. We are leaving because hubby can't take the winters anymore.

I'm leaving a mmj state to well, Fla.

I know I'm rambling. Right now I can't control how I feel inside.

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RainbowBrite86 said:

I hate it when people use "cud" instead of "could". Cud is partially regurgitated food that cows like to chew on.

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crazyhazey said:

always sad to leave a place behind, good to change up your routine every once in a while.
FL can be bearable, depends where you move really. i live in orlando, feds are pretty bad here too. beware of FLs finest, one wrong word and youll be getting searched. always carry around emergency visine too, those fuckers put their flash lights in your eyes last time it almost burnt out my retina. the winter here is ok here, itll stay under 80 for a few months but the heat will seem to come out of nowhere. this place is great for guerilla grows, palmettos grow on about 30% of the land here. that may sound like an exaggeration but this place is still forest in some parts of the state. may not like the humidity here, its a big change. i think you can still get your mmj prescription sent to you here, our state is fine with cali patients doing that im pretty sure.

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atidd11 said:

Hey bro what part are you moving too. I live in central florida bro. Maybe u cud look at growin somewhere hey people even do hydroponics on the wetlands here. Florida is a great spot to grow but not better than cali bro so sorry!!

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Winter Woman said:

Thanks everyone. I'll get over it I know. This evening I stood in the basement and looked at all the stuff I have to box up to ship, sell or donate. 20 years is a lot of stuff.

Shunk, what? Snipe?


We are moving to the Fort Myers area. Our time to leave will be set by how fast or slow it sells. Looks like we are going to take a hair cut on this one. They priced it just 20k more than we paid for it. 20K in 20 years. Shit.

I do feel lucky. Compared to some we are lucky. We will have a place and it is nice. Small, but nice. I feel like I'm going down there to get old and die. Isn't that what northerners do?

What is there to do in Fort Myers, really? God, I need an attitude adjustment. Sffffssst, ahaaaaaa, I feel better now.

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RyanTheRhino said:

Wow the irony of moving to Florida from a northern state and not being able to grow outside..

The 4 seasons of the south

Spring: Hot
Summer: Fuck going out side
Fall: Hot
Winter : Perfect

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crazyhazey said:

theres always the malls and all the tourist attractions, after that gets boring theres plenty of other things to do. we got lakes everywhere, maybe pick up tubing or wakeboarding. tubing is really fun, you wont regret it. dont be afraid of alligators either unless they warn you, most people let that keep them from going into the lakes but the boats scare them away. and dont expect disney land to be fun, id go to universal or busch gardens if you like thrills. have gone to disney on shrooms though, probably the only time i enjoyed disney. waiting in line was almost impossible though, i just wanted to yell "FUCK LINES" the whole time, completely worth the wait for space mountain though. if you rode that rollercoaster, you would probably see why its so awesome on shrooms lol.
there some stuff to do here though, just depends what you like to do really. FL has good skateparks, thats probably one of the only good things i could say about it. and satellite beach or sebastian inlet are the only places to get good surf as well, look out for the sharks at satellite beach and symerna beach too, they scare the shit out of me. fort myers has lots of old people just like any other place in FL too, its a pretty relaxed place.

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