im baaaack...

NevaSmokedOut

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or rather i never left apparently family ARE just as conniving as any everyday asswipe is especially when it comes to free travel, sooo... im still in chicago still tryin to live it up with my fiancee (formely girlfriend) tryin to make a better life for us and this kid on the way (thank the great beyond its gonna be a boy 1st).

i'd like walk everyone through my recent adventures:

about 2 months ago my grandmother went missing! my grandpops is a very stern "not giving a damn" kinda dude but even he was worried. so me and my folks decided to ask around the neighborhood where she was last seen no one knew anything. she hasn't dissappeared like this since '91. a week passes still no sign of her. we suggested filing a police report but my grandfather is anti-law official (i see where i get that from) and didn't wanna go through with it. 2 weeks pass she comes back telling us she and my aunt was in the rehab clinic all this damn time. My mom slapped her before she hugged her.

last month was probably a turn of an event in my life. me and my 1st best friend who i have known since i was in diapers and have not seen things eye-to-eye since we were kids have finally let loose our animosity and anger out each other now he doesn't want to come around me and the family anymore due to telling him about his lifestyle and how it will eventually make him a "casualty". part of me is happy cause i never have to deal with his bulshit on a regular anymore but 3/4 of me is guilty of allowing him to chose his lifestyle and wants to talk things out without the annual brawling.

earlier this month i had a dream, where i kept seeing past events of my life happening over and over again. in that same dream i saw people i'd thought i'd never see again as well as ever: my granfather from my *ahem* "sperm donors" side who passed away when i was still wearing huggies and my great grandma who i had never seen before, just in photos. they talk to me about my choices, my health, believe me it gets to melodramatic but as soon as i asked where was i my phone alarm rang and woke me up. still wondering did i just pass into the afterlife or did i just really dream this up?

so far though things haven't gone to shit yet and im thankful that it hasn't.
 

oldtimer54

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Hey man, have you been reading my diary again.......you think you know somebody damn !
Family dynamics can be terribly fucked up it's wonder we all aren't in mental institutions have you never thought what's normal and what isn't.......maybe someone needs to start a thread about the craziest thing that ever happened in our family's. I do believe it would make for some interesting reading anyway I'm glad all is well and always remember that what doesn't kill you........just makes you more crazy!
 
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