Ok, you're 20 years old, that means you should be able to handle yourself better than this. Maybe some of the people you've met so far haven't been as welcoming as they should have, but that's no excuse for treating everyone on this forum like we've personally wronged you.
RIU is a large community, there are good people, bad people, and some people who just don't have enough patience for newbies. You're new, you can't expect everyone to just have mad respect for you, you have to earn that shit. And if you're as good as you say, I'm sure you will.
Let's chill