lowblower
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I had some 1-2cm aborts from a treasure coast mycelieumbox grow. I didn't weight them up coz they were pretty much half vermiculite. I had dried them and saved tehm to make a tea with from about a month ago and i decided to do them friday thinking there was only enough there to give me a nice buzz and open mind.......i made the tea by just puring boiling water into a cup with the aborts in and stirring like crazy and squeezing the shrooms to the sides of the cup with a spoon for about 5 mins. THen i added about a teaspoon of lemon juice a mixed a bit more. The water was a kinda yellow golden colour. Then i poured this mixture into my cup and my friends cup and added the tea bags. I knew when i tasted mine that it was stronger than before coz i could reaaaally taste the mushrooms but i drank it anyway coz im a twat.
When we finished our teas i said "that should be enough to feel a bit of a buzz on the way home" lol
we both got on trains goin seperate ways and we were on opposite ends of teh platform and just as my train came into the station i waved goodbye and a massive grin spread on my face n i thought 'hmmmmm this is gonna kick in hard' i got on the train n strarted rushing hard. As the train accelerated i felt my breathing gettin proper heavy and i was gurning n curlin my toes n shit, n i knew that i must have looked wierd so i was fighting my actions, which was the start of a bad trip. I was lookin out the window n feilds of trees were in some kind of 3d patern like lookin at one of those pictures that changes motion when u turn it to one side, and my phone was just mental it was all 3d and really bright. I got off the train and just tried to act as normal as i could and my plan was just to get to my friends house as quickly as possible without bein stopped by police as i knew i only had a limited amount of time before i went into another world. My friend who went the opposite direction i was really worried about coz he wasnt answering my calls and i had visions of him hyperventilating on the train and havin a panick attack in the subway n bein quizzed by cops (he had come straight from my place where i got weed growin etc) and yeah i basically went into a depression of thinking i had been caught.
I got to my other friends house a paranoid mess, and went straight outside and took all my thick layers off n was jus sittin in the light rain with no shoes or socks on in the wet concrete asking the guy what to do, but he was tryin to act like i should just calm down and play xbox which made me panick even more coz he didnt understand the seriousness of the situation but yeh......
things got worse and worse and it ended with me fighting my death and trying to keep my heart from racing, but eventually i decided to just relax and if i died i died. I imagined my heart valves popping and then i had efectively died. I thought the mayan calendar was a week out of sync, and that i was at my day of judgement but i was in a hell and was being tested by the devil, who was my friend, and his cat was just....the devils cat or something. His checkered black n white shirt was spontaneously turn illluminous black and white and he would tempt me with glasses of water or just all kinds of things and i was bein assessed for my wrongs and rights. I broke down and was sayin sorry to all the close people in my life for letting them down by dying from shrooms. There was another part where i was bein put down by the devil and humiliated and belittled, and this went on till i fought back and said no to everything and basically liberated myself, i think i cried a couple of times but im not sure if i even imagined that. I 'realised' that everythin was in loops and the devil was taunting me by keeping his temptations in loops like i was not allowed to leave the place, and i thought i was in hell forever to be tempted in this way. The sound was like echoey cliicking and popping noises in all kinds of dimensions (i cant really describe it) and my friend, the devil would always spit and laugh n stuff. I had one final struggle when i realised i was actually sitting in my friends computer chair and then i 'woke up' in my friends room gradually. I couldn't beleive i was still alive i was so relieved to be back. It really felt like i was in another dimension to life, but yeah it was prob just my own inner self fighting itself, but who knows. I feel like i got schooled. I think at one point i was singing some song but apparatnly i was chattin shit n mumbling to myself to ages
When we finished our teas i said "that should be enough to feel a bit of a buzz on the way home" lol
we both got on trains goin seperate ways and we were on opposite ends of teh platform and just as my train came into the station i waved goodbye and a massive grin spread on my face n i thought 'hmmmmm this is gonna kick in hard' i got on the train n strarted rushing hard. As the train accelerated i felt my breathing gettin proper heavy and i was gurning n curlin my toes n shit, n i knew that i must have looked wierd so i was fighting my actions, which was the start of a bad trip. I was lookin out the window n feilds of trees were in some kind of 3d patern like lookin at one of those pictures that changes motion when u turn it to one side, and my phone was just mental it was all 3d and really bright. I got off the train and just tried to act as normal as i could and my plan was just to get to my friends house as quickly as possible without bein stopped by police as i knew i only had a limited amount of time before i went into another world. My friend who went the opposite direction i was really worried about coz he wasnt answering my calls and i had visions of him hyperventilating on the train and havin a panick attack in the subway n bein quizzed by cops (he had come straight from my place where i got weed growin etc) and yeah i basically went into a depression of thinking i had been caught.
I got to my other friends house a paranoid mess, and went straight outside and took all my thick layers off n was jus sittin in the light rain with no shoes or socks on in the wet concrete asking the guy what to do, but he was tryin to act like i should just calm down and play xbox which made me panick even more coz he didnt understand the seriousness of the situation but yeh......
things got worse and worse and it ended with me fighting my death and trying to keep my heart from racing, but eventually i decided to just relax and if i died i died. I imagined my heart valves popping and then i had efectively died. I thought the mayan calendar was a week out of sync, and that i was at my day of judgement but i was in a hell and was being tested by the devil, who was my friend, and his cat was just....the devils cat or something. His checkered black n white shirt was spontaneously turn illluminous black and white and he would tempt me with glasses of water or just all kinds of things and i was bein assessed for my wrongs and rights. I broke down and was sayin sorry to all the close people in my life for letting them down by dying from shrooms. There was another part where i was bein put down by the devil and humiliated and belittled, and this went on till i fought back and said no to everything and basically liberated myself, i think i cried a couple of times but im not sure if i even imagined that. I 'realised' that everythin was in loops and the devil was taunting me by keeping his temptations in loops like i was not allowed to leave the place, and i thought i was in hell forever to be tempted in this way. The sound was like echoey cliicking and popping noises in all kinds of dimensions (i cant really describe it) and my friend, the devil would always spit and laugh n stuff. I had one final struggle when i realised i was actually sitting in my friends computer chair and then i 'woke up' in my friends room gradually. I couldn't beleive i was still alive i was so relieved to be back. It really felt like i was in another dimension to life, but yeah it was prob just my own inner self fighting itself, but who knows. I feel like i got schooled. I think at one point i was singing some song but apparatnly i was chattin shit n mumbling to myself to ages