kricket53
Active Member
so a couple days agos i got a prescription for prozac to treat my anxiety. day one: im just hyper all day.. day 2: im fine for a while but then i start getting really paranoid..feel like im being watched. at this point im just sitting in my living room and im freaking out like a schitzo. my heart starts pounding..i look in the mirror, leave view of the mirror and picture my reflection being a different person..im really freaking out..i start thinking shit like "what if my whole lifes been a lie..?" stuff like that i dont even wanna go into it.i ran to my room got in bed and realised the pillows were in the closet. i debated with myself in my head whether its safe or not to leave bed to get pillows..i feel like theres cameras everywhere.i got the pillows but im not leaving the room again im way too afraid..the bottom line is that im bugging out and i never get like this. unfortunately, i live in the state of massachusettes, which does not yet offer medical marijuana, so i am forced to use freaking prozac, which makes my slight anxiety turn into horrifying paranoia..i just want some weed...