Man... Opiates are the devil... Smoked that stuff for long enough-- 30's, opandas, 80's.... Still coughing up tar from it.
When I didn't have them or had no hope of having them, I'd be in bed 80%+ of the day.. When I had em i was a king.... Still to this day, been sober for a while, i have flash backs just knowing you'll never feel taht again....that feeling.. sliding that shit, holdin it in, then exhale it to be on top the world-- or to stop your sickness...
The worst feeling is smelling something when you're out on the town that smells like they do when smoked........ it just brings a world of pain up, luckily the MJ keeps me sane.
If you need to ease pain, dont take the dr's pills.. use some good concentrate...
When I didn't have them or had no hope of having them, I'd be in bed 80%+ of the day.. When I had em i was a king.... Still to this day, been sober for a while, i have flash backs just knowing you'll never feel taht again....that feeling.. sliding that shit, holdin it in, then exhale it to be on top the world-- or to stop your sickness...
The worst feeling is smelling something when you're out on the town that smells like they do when smoked........ it just brings a world of pain up, luckily the MJ keeps me sane.
If you need to ease pain, dont take the dr's pills.. use some good concentrate...