jdmcwestevo
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very well said lolI live to grow weed!
I grow weed to live!!!
very well said lolI live to grow weed!
I grow weed to live!!!
Hep.it isnt good to throw suicide around as though it may be a solution to anything.,we may essentialy be nothing,but we are not of nothing.Its kind of liberating to think outside of the box of purposeful existence and that we dont need the baggage of an afterlife of any instance of what we are from this life.Its not about the beginning or the end but the ride in between that makes it worth everything or nothing,up to you.First off I'm not trying to gain attention I actually want something to live for. I have like an alternate personality that kinda doubts religion so if religion is wrong what is the point of life? I see no point in it we are all gonna die we are all gonna lose all of our memories so why live why the fuck don't we just kill ourselves? Please give me a reason to live because I'm probably too much of a pussy to pull the trigger anyway but I don't want to live for nothing. Maybe it's just that I have to face the fact that we are nothing, and I'm kinda facing that fact which is what is making me depressed. Sorry for being a little pussy but yeah I want a reason to live.
Call these people and they can give you a better answer than anyone on this board, including myself.First off I'm not trying to gain attention I actually want something to live for. I have like an alternate personality that kinda doubts religion so if religion is wrong what is the point of life? I see no point in it we are all gonna die we are all gonna lose all of our memories so why live why the fuck don't we just kill ourselves? Please give me a reason to live because I'm probably too much of a pussy to pull the trigger anyway but I don't want to live for nothing. Maybe it's just that I have to face the fact that we are nothing, and I'm kinda facing that fact which is what is making me depressed. Sorry for being a little pussy but yeah I want a reason to live.
lol i gavehim a great answer get a buddy to punch u full speed in the faceCall these people and they can give you a better answer than anyone on this board, including myself.
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
If you are truly looking for an answer. If you are truly sincere in your desire to know. Then they can give you at least an idea of the worth of humanity. I could give you my reasons but they are my reasons. No two people are the same. The trick to finding out if life is worth it? Keep passing the open windows. Keep fighting. It's worth it. Now contact those people. They really care about you.
Thanks bro I will probably give them a call sometime, but yeah I'm also looking for reasons everyday people choose to live. Those people probably have really good advice but in the back of my head I'm gonna be thinking that these people are trained for this. But yeah thanks again bro.Call these people and they can give you a better answer than anyone on this board, including myself.
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
If you are truly looking for an answer. If you are truly sincere in your desire to know. Then they can give you at least an idea of the worth of humanity. I could give you my reasons but they are my reasons. No two people are the same. The trick to finding out if life is worth it? Keep passing the open windows. Keep fighting. It's worth it. Now contact those people. They really care about you.
Trained yes. To make sure they don't create a larger crisis. It doesn't mean they don't care. They are volunteers. They do it because they want to.Thanks bro I will probably give them a call sometime, but yeah I'm also looking for reasons everyday people choose to live. Those people probably have really good advice but in the back of my head I'm gonna be thinking that these people are trained for this. But yeah thanks again bro.
Do they get paid? Don't worry I'm gonna call them it's just I want to hear different views from different people. Don't worry though bro I'm thinking logically about this and for sure I'm gonna wait 8 years until I decide. I still believe in god and for now that is probably the only reason to not kill myself also I have come to realize that I'm being ungrateful for my life and that needs to change. I'm gonna smoke another bowl and think about life.Trained yes. To make sure they don't create a larger crisis. It doesn't mean they don't care. They are volunteers. They do it because they want to.
Bro it's not my fault I have an great life. And I know I have it good but what I'm saying is so what if I was the richest man in the world and had the coolest girl with the greatest weed life would still be pointless so it just makes me depressed. Anyway I don't want to take anti-depressants due to the fact that I don't want to be a zombie (no offense to anyone who does take anti-depressants)We are all everyday people bro. It kinda winds me up when u have people on one hand in africa, cambodia , shit evan some well developed contries like uk , usa. That have nothink literally some people dont have vision some font have hearing or are brain dead.imagine never ever being able to see or hear or move? And u think you have got it that bad u want to end ur life? Do you know how selfish u sound? some people would give up everythink to be where you are have what you have,ur only 18 no kids to grow up no family of your own, go live life go fuck loads of girls threesomes shit evan orgys do whatever you want u can do anythink u put ur mind to so stop wasting ur life moaning about what am i here for and live the fucka because when ur 70 -80 u will regret it so much. N i live my life for my family, children , friends, because u only have one life so i dont wana fuck it up, and because i never no whats round the corner? There was a guy once who was in so much debt he killed his self the following week his lottery numbers came out so you never know whats coming! U sound depressed u should go see your doc get some antidepressents.
Bro it's not my fault I have an great life. And I know I have it good but what I'm saying is so what if I was the richest man in the world and had the coolest girl with the greatest weed life would still be pointless so it just makes me depressed. Anyway I don't want to take anti-depressants due to the fact that I don't want to be a zombie (no offense to anyone who does take anti-depressants).We are all everyday people bro. It kinda winds me up when u have people on one hand in africa, cambodia , shit evan some well developed contries like uk , usa. That have nothink literally some people dont have vision some font have hearing or are brain dead.imagine never ever being able to see or hear or move? And u think you have got it that bad u want to end ur life? Do you know how selfish u sound? some people would give up everythink to be where you are have what you have,ur only 18 no kids to grow up no family of your own, go live life go fuck loads of girls threesomes shit evan orgys do whatever you want u can do anythink u put ur mind to so stop wasting ur life moaning about what am i here for and live the fucka because when ur 70 -80 u will regret it so much. N i live my life for my family, children , friends, because u only have one life so i dont wana fuck it up, and because i never no whats round the corner? There was a guy once who was in so much debt he killed his self the following week his lottery numbers came out so you never know whats coming! U sound depressed u should go see your doc get some antidepressents.
Honestly I think it might be the shrooms I mean I'm still young and all, they might have contributed to my depression.deep question, i have thought of this many times and at one time in my life maybe 3 years ago i was going through some medical shit that put me and my family through some stressful times. lets just say that was the closest ive ever been to "pullin the trigger" (if i had a gun). personaly i dont belive in god or an afterlife, but thats more reason to live this life, because you cant start over or hit the reset button. enjoy the life you got. for some crazy reason we are on this earth now. not in the 1700s when ppl got diseases and had no idea what caused them. they had to come up with bs reasons like god and the devil trying to kill us for sins of our forefathers blah blah. but now we as a whole understand pretty much everything that goes on down to the molecular/genetic level. so there is a reason for everything. take your lemons and make lemonade. or just kill yourself if its that bad. but once you do thats it.
and that right there was enough for me to put my chin up and just keep pushin. do what makes you happy and try to make the best of this life. because from what ive seen it flies by and you could die any day, but thats nothing to worry about because its easy to die yet so hard at the same time. medicine has come so far that you can pretty much stay alive if you got the $ or insurance to pay for it. and if your really feeling that low just take a look at the starvin kids in africa, or the people in other countrys who have no rights, no clean water, no malls, nothing compared to what we have. just gotta enjoy it while you can.
honestly i think you need to take a break from the shrooms, shit will fuck up your head if you do them too much.