sonar
Well-Known Member
Well I wouldn't go as far as saying actual "depression," but I'm certainly bummed now that my grow is over. It's been about 3 weeks since I harvested my last plant and in a way I'm almost wishing it never ended. When I started getting everything together back in March/April for my first serious outdoor attempt, I wasn't working so I did it just for something to do really. Once things really started taking off in July I really started getting into it. I know it sounds kind of lame but when I was tending my plants, I could forget about all the problems and everything else going on in my life. It was just me, them, and the woods. It was a fulfilling and rewarding project to say the least. I can honestly say my grow helped prevent a lot of the negative feelings that go along with being unemployed and helped me stay positive and confident. Anyone who's been unemployed for an extended period of time knows what I mean. Since I can't do indoor where I'm living, I'm most likely done until next Spring. Just started working again a few weeks ago and I find myself thinking about moving so I could start doing some indoor (among other reasons of course).
Anyone else feel the same way at all or have any thoughts/comments?
Anyone else feel the same way at all or have any thoughts/comments?