A depressed poem, here you go:
Forget This
You once told me, "you lead a charmed life".
I entirely disagree.
A charmed life, is one that is happy
One that doesn't make you want to cry every living moment.
My life is painful.
Don't get me wrong, I don't want to die.
But I'm sitting here now,at my desk,
At five fourty-two.
I love you,so very much.
I only want the best for you.
I also love him,but it's him that upsets us,
Makes my life, the opposite of charmed.
You want to move.
He doesn't.
I don't know where my life is going.
I want to talk to my friend, but she's on holiday.
Lord, lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world,
Have mercy on me.
I have been faithful to you,so look after me, please.
I rest my destiny in you.
I don't know who else to turn to.
And it's killing me, slowly.
I just want to give up, but I can't.
I'm not allowed.
You say I lead a charmed life.
You're right.
I do.
I have everything I want,except happiness.
All the material possesions I want-I own.
But I'm not happy. I never will be, not until you are.
I like sleep. It refreshes the mind.
It also makes you forget.
Kavanagh, Yeats, I will never be as good as you,but I try.