quick apology from hic

Damn guys and gals that was tough. I just wanna apologize for my actions as of late. I am pretty damn sure I said some mean and stupid things to people that probley didnt have it coming. Well I am 100% sure I did so sorry to all I have offended as of late. Hope you can accept it.

As few know I try to take pills once in awhile "prescribed" and they always fail me in the sense that they make one thing better for the price of throwing something outta whack! Usually the ending result is I get worse off then I was before taking them. Well guess what was exactley the same this time. My wife had to take over this time cause it came on so slow. She put a halt to those nasty pills when we were at the grocery store and I wanted to kill em all for no reason. Not to mention the thought of severe suicide towards the end. I just could not see it this time, it was a bad deal.

So for 2 days strait I have had the worst headache I have ever had thanks to that toxin shit they put in those pills. Yesterday I went to 2 family members and a good friends house to apologize. All 3 have been threw this before me and those pills so they knew not to take it personal.

Well I keep it short and sweet just how guys like it SORRY cause none of you had er coming. Those pills are weird you can remember but you never cared through-out the super haze! Peace marijuana people.

ps fuck the pills I am done with that shit.

what kind of pills were they?

3 anti anxiety a day. Which everyone else tells me they just take theirs if they need em? 2mg a piece.

I can get a bit outta whack from time to time, it can happen to anyone... One of the main things is, you realized it and are now moving forward. stress and lack of sleep are vulnerabilities that have affected me, more than once.. welcome back hic.

Good luck to you hic. I hope you find healing and comfort.
I am serious pain as I type this, but I am scared to death of pills myself. I do not know what the answer is, but many of us are in this medical pickle.

Apology accepted.
We've all been there in some form or another.

I apologize for the retorts man.
This is wierd but I was thinking last night about you and wondering how a guy gets to thousands of posts here being that damn surly.
Now I know the answer to my question - you aren't always like that.

Best of luck dealing with this Hic.

I can so relate to this. I have so many damn pills for my Parkinson's and the related depression and shit that goes with it. They have thier place, but occasionally I have to take a "drug holiday" and quit taking all of them for a few days to a week, just to clear my head....in all truth, cannabis does more for my PD and depression, than all the voodoo pills combined...

Within the world
the palace pillar is broad,
but the human heart
should be modest.

Shinto.
Moritake Arakida, One Hundred Poems about the
World

Damn now I can't look u up and kick your ass!!!

I take Simpson type capsules instead of scrips. Just work better with less side affects.
I'm just naturally a prick. No medicine for that yet.

HIC-

my man.

what up doc?

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checkin in from7500-

today i think ill head up to 12,000.

It's all good, hic.

I agree with you on the pills. They are evil. I took pain medication for years and those pills affected me in bad ways as well. Hopefully you can find a better way of managing what ails you.

Best of luck!

hic said:

at the grocery store and I wanted to kill em all for no reason.

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I can understand this feeling when I am not medicated. I go out of my way to avoid people.
Xanax helps. zoloft, paxil, and the like all give me night Terrors.

I take Wellbutrin, only good I can say about it is it has kind of eased my anxiety and I've dropped almost 30lbs since March... It's supposed to make you not want to smoke, but that's a crock of shit for me anyways.

The doc had me on a few other meds, Lexapro and some other shit that fucked me up majorly, to the point where I lost a job over it. Gotta be careful with that shit..

stumpjumper said:

I take Wellbutrin, only good I can say about it is it has kind of eased my anxiety and I've dropped almost 30lbs since March... It's supposed to make you not want to smoke, but that's a crock of shit for me anyways.

The doc had me on a few other meds, Lexapro and some other shit that fucked me up majorly, to the point where I lost a job over it. Gotta be careful with that shit..

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I've been on wellbutri..it cause anger issues with me..Dr said that IS a side effect..

bob harris said:

I've been on wellbutri..it cause anger issues with me..Dr said that IS a side effect..

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It did me too for the first 2 weeks... I started smoking again just to keep myself from killing someone.. seriously.. Wow I was a pissed of man for a while, over nothing.

stumpjumper said:

It did me too for the first 2 weeks... I started smoking again just to keep myself from killing someone.. seriously.. Wow I was a pissed of man for a while, over nothing.

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Weird..just the opposite for me...took a few weeks before I started getting pissed off for no reason.

hic said:

3 anti anxiety a day. Which everyone else tells me they just take theirs if they need em? 2mg a piece.

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Hey, you're human right? We all have our moments, the important thing is that you recognized your wrongs and apologized wholeheartedly.

I highly recommend taking RSO, especially in your case, being a good grower and all.

I have a patient that had suffered similar issues, after three months of using RSO, he built up a good tolerance and was able to function normally without having the "stoned" feeling from the oil overwhelming him, and his anxiety subsided. The feedback from this patient is that he would recommend using small doses of RSO three times a day every day, hands down compared to any of the pharma anti-anxiety drugs. Especially those that take 30 days to kick in. He wouldn't take those, he would only take Valium. He had problems with the Dr. continuing the valium even though he only took them as needed.

Either way, he swears by the RSO for all kinds of ailments, from pain management to anxiety or mental issues. RSO it is not just for cancer you know.


Good luck to you and welcome back!

Well thanks for a second chance at making myself look like a asshole.lol Yea shits old been going threw this off and on since school. Just wanted to try to make it to this years family reunion but I guess it's not to be. Missed the last 15 or so due to what ails me so I guess missing 15 more ain't no thing. Will try more of the way of marijuana products to see if something can be done. I like your guys and gal opinions on options I can use.

Hey MURF whats going down?

Sure feels good to be more like me today then a hitler wannabe that hates whites as well. Thanks again wont happen again.

love family... but my stress levels increase if they visit me, or i visit them. its gotten better though..