Random Poetry

a shotgun shell couldnt fill the silence in this room.
keeping the world an arms length away
just to numb your wounds
a fine line to cross
a fine line to smell
youve got a long way to go
youre strongest feeling is the nothing youve created in this hell

wishes and dreams only exist in your head and magazines
a long day dream will exaggerate a useless fantasy
a voice tells you "no"
but you kill it with shame
you will kill anything trying to save your name

a number to occupy
doesnt matter if its a phone or on a clock
you know deep down
giving in is the only way to stop

wish she was awake
wish she felt so careless all the time
when the drugs disappear
her regret is useless to try and stop
shell blame you for the decisions
she drunkenly told you to make
it was what you wanted anyway

youve got a long way to go
no desire to turn away.

see you at my funeral
please respect my wishes
blunts for my niggas
champaign for my bitches

the devils asking me
"how long has it been since,
we were last aquatinted
i know it's been a minute"

presence in the room
a dark spirit in the building
breathing down my neck
you wouldn't know the feeling

a Jesus piece, a rosary
honestly won't save shit
to add to the pressure
he's asking me to come with..

-ZILLA

Mixing Messages


Blood and Roses
Dark and Light
Death and Life
Everyone will die tonight


Painted message all in blood
A man who’s dying in the mud
A sign of the apocalypse
A dyeing lovers final wish


Calls at night
A strangers plight
As lovers fight
Whats wrong is right


I am you and you are me
Killer sinner angel saint
Darkness knocking on our gate.