Shootin fer mids (if I’m lucky!)

Hhp day 14
Sakura day 12
Sakura day 12
Gg4 x lbl day 5 jjhp day 5

Had some space so I decided to up pot two bigger seedlings/tweens into the cabinet to help fill out the roster.

Back left sakura, gg4lbls1, hindureveg
Front left gg4lbl, jjhp, lcwino,jjhp

Soil looks to have fixed most my veg issues. Now if only there were a way to make the tent hold another 20 plants
Lc wino twins n seedlings all have these very distinct serrated leaves that neither parent plant had.

Landos stash are looking ok

Fuggin mids.

Topped all my lc in veg today. Curious to see how quickly they respond

Pulled the landos out for a cleanup and sex check.
So far there’s one for sure male and two females. The other two look female but I’m not 100% sure yet.
Here’s the male.

2 females

Been awhile and I’ve made a significant dent into the stash of last run so I can give a few more details. I only kept and weighed the bud tops and decent lowers.

The pn x dd yielded 34 grams of piney paint thinner smelling bud that had a bit more punch then I was expecting since it wasn’t a very frosty plant.
The smell and taste is more like burning lemongrass with some hashy aftertaste.
Effects are decent and fairly immediate, way more body then head buzz but a nice relaxing sit on the couch smoke.
I’d say 7.5/10 potency

Gg4 x lbl s1 budsicle yielded 36grams of literally the densest bud I’ve grown in the last few years. The sour fruit marker smell has transitioned into the taste and it’s delicious smoke. The effect is heady at first and uplifting with zero crash n burn. Not the strongest as a medicine or night time smoke but it tastes so good I’m constantly smoking it.
7/10 potency

I’m going to lump both Sakura together because even tho they looked nothing alike the bugs are near identical in every way.
Both had a berry chem smell that was as tho a skunk sprayed a raspberry bush.
Another fruity bit of goodness that has helped change my tastebuds when it comes to weed. Effects on this one are fairly even head/body and have more sit down punch then I was expecting.
(tall one) yielded 29 grams
(Short one) 24grams
8/10 potency

Mc x lc was a nice surprise.
I expected like any other strain with gsc in it to be a small yielder. They were slow to get flowering but actually finished up better then I expected tbh.
The effect is an instant good mood with giggles and a happy vibe. Unfortunately it wasn’t a long lasting effect but def fun while it lasts.
Tastes like plain old fashioned doughnuts and is a very light smooth smoke. More of a daytime strain imo and one that I won’t be revisiting til I have way more room to over veg some and really search through them.
The tallest biggest one yielded 28grams
The smallest one 22grams
The other two were 24,25 grams
Smallest was most potent 8/10 the other 3 7/10

So once again not exactly the totals I was hoping for with only 194 grams but should be enough to keep me mildly medicated til I can try again next time

Haven’t been updating as much lately because I’ve kinda been letting negative things suck some of the wind from my sails.
My optimism for ever being able to stockpile meds is at a new low.
Sometimes in life you gotta know when to call something impossible and not worth the effort given the low percentage chance of succeeding.

Anyway the next run is in full bloom now and looking like another sub par harvest yield wise. Smelling good tho

Sakura day22
Hhp day 24
Jjhp day 15
Gg4 lbl s1

The lucky charms I substituted for a male is throwing some weird leaf traits and color.

Looking good in there, don't get down on the numbers. You're running a small space with minimal wattage, 10/14, making seeds, and running plants primarily from seed. I'd say the numbers are pretty damn good all considered. If you wanted higher numbers you could take a seed break, scrog or SOG a few clones of your largest producer(s) to get a bit of stash stacked up. Otherwise it's all good and lots of variety

GroErr said:

Looking good in there, don't get down on the numbers. You're running a small space with minimal wattage, 10/14, making seeds, and running plants primarily from seed. I'd say the numbers are pretty damn good all considered. If you wanted higher numbers you could take a seed break, scrog or SOG a few clones of your largest producer(s) to get a bit of stash stacked up. Otherwise it's all good and lots of variety

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Thanks g
But Im not really down on myself moreso the situation I’m in and having such limited space. Making the most out of little has kept me going this far but it’s simply not enough anymore.
I run the quickest cycles I’ve seen posted and I still can’t keep myself in smoke.
Just frustrated.

And I’ve never ran 10/14 ever.
I’m sure a monocrop of something heavy would boost my numbers a tad but most likely no where near the 3G a watt mark like I’m hoping to hit.

torontoke said:

Thanks g
But Im not really down on myself moreso the situation I’m in and having such limited space. Making the most out of little has kept me going this far but it’s simply not enough anymore.
I run the quickest cycles I’ve seen posted and I still can’t keep myself in smoke.
Just frustrated.

And I’ve never ran 10/14 ever.
I’m sure a monocrop of something heavy would boost me numbers a tad but most likely no where near the 3G a watt mark like I’m hoping to hit.

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Yeah that was kind of my point, you're doing well for the space. More space I can see getting you frustrated, shit I get frustrated with space and all I'd have to do is add more tents, it's time that constrains me, not near enough of it! I forgot, you're more like 8/16, even better production from that small space and low amount of light.

Dude you are setting the bar too high at 3g a watt. Especially for good quality meds. Your numbers would be much higher with an all clone run of all the same proven strain. As GroErr has said you are doing great for the space and style you are running.
Don't be down on yourself. Especially seeing as how you are doing a great job. Try to figure out a larger space, or try to do a few clone runs in a row.
Cheers

GroErr said:

Yeah that was kind of my point, you're doing well for the space. More space I can see getting you frustrated, shit I get frustrated with space and all I'd have to do is add more tents, it's time that contains me, not near enough of it! I forgot, you're more like 8/16, even better production from that small space and low amount of light.

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I’d welcome the challenge of more space.
My tiny footprint really strangles my veg time and pot sizes.
Hopefully one day I will get to scale it up and see if I can run with the big dogs.

GreenHighlander said:

Dude you are setting the bar too high at 3g a watt. Especially for good quality meds. Your numbers would be much higher with an all clone run of all the same proven strain. As GroErr has said you are doing great for the space and style you are running.
Don't be down on yourself. Especially seeing as how you are doing a great job. Try to figure out a larger space, or try to do a few clone runs in a row.
Cheers

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I usually use failure as fuel to keep me motivated and focused on a goal but it’s been raining shit for awhile now.
Sometimes just venting helps but usually it just leads to smoking too much

torontoke said:

I’d welcome the challenge of more space.
My tiny footprint really strangles my veg time and pot sizes.
Hopefully one day I will get to scale it up and see if I can run with the big dogs.

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Fuck running with the so called big dogs. That shit is over rated. Just focus on keeping yourself in meds. You obviously are able to grow well. Given the space I am sure you would have no problems producing enough.
Hate the lack of space, not the grower

Cheers

GreenHighlander said:

Fuck running with the so called big dogs. That shit is over rated. Just focus on keeping yourself in meds. You obviously are able to grow well. Given the space I am sure you would have no problems producing enough.
Hate the lack of space, not the grower

Cheers

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Lol thanks man
I’m really not the jealous type or super fixated on numbers usually.
Just set a super impossible goal that I really did think was attainable.
Somehow someway I’ll keep pushing and maybe one day hit it.
But most likely I’ll have bad days here n there til then.

For the record I am kinda in the same boat as you . I have a license that allows me to grow 49 plants indoors. I have the space to do a huge upgrade but not the funds. Haven't been able to flower even half what I should be. I have been pheno hunting for 3+ years now and have shared tons of clones of keepers with other medical patients at no charge. My usage went way down once I started mixing edibles I make from trim with smoking.
I didn't produce anywhere near what I should of this past winter because of popping seeds. I feel your pain man, but I have also seen enough of your pictures to know you absolutely should not be blaming yourself. No matter how much it sucks. 3g a watt is a really, really high bar. I don't care what anyone says out their ass, there are very few who achieve even close to that.
Cheers

GreenHighlander said:

For the record I am kinda in the same boat as you . I have a license that allows me to grow 49 plants indoors. I have the space to do a huge upgrade but not the funds. Haven't been able to flower even half what I should be. I have been pheno hunting for 3+ years now and have shared tons of clones of keepers with other medical patients at no charge. My usage went way down once I started mixing edibles I make from trim with smoking.
I didn't produce anywhere near what I should of this past winter because of popping seeds. I feel your pain man, but I have also seen enough of your pictures to know you absolutely should not be blaming yourself. No matter how much it sucks. 3g a watt is a really, really high bar. I don't care what anyone says out their ass, there are very few who achieve even close to that.
Cheers

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Thanks a lot for the kind words man
Knowing others are also suffering doesn’t help make me feel any better bout anything but I do appreciate the thought.
You are most likely right about using my trim to offset my flower intake. A friend has been telling me that for over a year.
I’m just old school I guess and thus far have never found anything else that helps my body like phatties all day.

I’m sure I’m just having a few negative days in a row and I’ll pull out of it. I tend to think to much and over analyze everything.
Def overshare and talk to much but once I get the what if’s in my mind I’m stuck.
My best run with the leds was 2.2 grams a watt and one plant was 80something grams so in my mind I just keep thinking if I was smart and cloned everything then 8 of those would put me into the 3.2g a watt group.
It’s a lofty expectation and near impossible considering I don’t clone.
Perhaps that will be the next project.
Get my clone game going.

torontoke said:

Thanks g
But Im not really down on myself moreso the situation I’m in and having such limited space. Making the most out of little has kept me going this far but it’s simply not enough anymore.
I run the quickest cycles I’ve seen posted and I still can’t keep myself in smoke.
Just frustrated.

And I’ve never ran 10/14 ever.
I’m sure a monocrop of something heavy would boost my numbers a tad but most likely no where near the 3G a watt mark like I’m hoping to hit.

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Anyway to throw some autos outdoors and boost your supply some?

No way to squeeze a little more flower space somewhere?

I know the feeling. I'm now helping a couple more people than I was and my small area is being pushed to the limits.

I wanted to quit guerilla growing. Decided I would one more year. Seeded some autos out and Johnny appleseeded it up.

Chin up. I'm sure things will be ok.

Love the grow bro

whitebb2727 said:

Anyway to throw some autos outdoors and boost your supply some?

No way to squeeze a little more flower space somewhere?

I know the feeling. I'm now helping a couple more people than I was and my small area is being pushed to the limits.

I wanted to quit guerilla growing. Decided I would one more year. Seeded some autos out and Johnny appleseeded it up.

Chin up. I'm sure things will be ok.

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Na man
Autos need longer light hours so I’m exactly the worst guy to try them indoors.
I threw a half dozen outside last spring and got a few joints off each.
Growing outdoors up here sucks and isn’t really worth it imo.
I wont say all outdoor is Schwag but most I’ve seen lately from here looks unsmokable.

Blakey said:

Love the grow bro

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Thanks a lot
You’re far to kind