The life of an illegal grower

CaregiverGoneGreen

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Me too. And sometimes I feel guilty about it all. :cry: Other times not so much. Don't remind me that the years are passing so fast. I am glad you find peace in your celibacy. Me too. I guess. I sure do miss my little princess tho. But damn. I just wanna play with her. She so fun. Not a keeper tho. Ugh. :rolleyes:
The pain will fade. Let yourself hurt for a little while, toke up, love yourself for a while, bro. If you don't take care of yourself, you can't take care of a keeper. Tell yourself you needed this break and learning experience. You'd be surprised what revelations you can come across that way.
 

GrowUrOwnDank

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The pain will fade. Let yourself hurt for a little while, toke up, love yourself for a while, bro. If you don't take care of yourself, you can't take care of a keeper. Tell yourself you needed this break and learning experience. You'd be surprised what revelations you can come across that way.
Thank you. I believe you speak from the heart grasshopper. I done been through this like many many times. But only so often, does someone come along that you just truly enjoy. I've been there several times. Each time I had to let it pass by the way side. It was just wrong. Nevertheless. With today brings new experience. But, unless you're gonna pick up some beer on your way over, I need to get straight to drive. And I shall toke and smoke my wonderful Sunday.

Wanna here some stuff. 5 in one year. 3 of them married. Including my beautiful little princess. Now the one I talked to. She's married too. Swears the papers are filed. And get this. She has a boyfriend! WTF! lol. Man I've seen some stuff in this wonderful life. It's all good sweety. Peace and love! :P
 

pop22

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Mine too, especially te ones growing out of old pot rootballs......LOL!

I'm still a noob though. This harvest is my 4or 5th and my first harvest with no mold or bugs whatsoever. Every grow, I keep expanding my knowledge and equipment. One day we will play hooker swap. Or escort swap.

And PS

My backyard hippie tomatoes are damn good. :)
 

pop22

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You have my sincerest wishes for that outcome! It cost me everything I had, children, family and friends, before I learned that lesson. Just be certain when you do choose, its both your heart AND your brain in agreement!

Lol. If it's any consolation, the celibacy is self discipline and protection move. Whoever storms the castle's gonna have to be one hell of a guy after the shit your gender has pulled. :P Been... Uhh... 4 years ish. I practice yoga and self love in place of a lesser physical bond till a real spiritual one comes along.
 
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