high|hgih
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So I'm pretty much stoned 24/7, like most stoners.. It kinda effects me in the real world, it effects my thinking because obviously our perceptions are changed when high. I know for a fact mine are, negatively too.. In some senses.. Positively too. Only with production anyways, I am a thousand times more concentrated when I'm stoned. I think the main thing there though is because talking to people is the last thing Id want to do unless its my friend or something. Random strangers intimidate me when I am high.
But the thing is, is any of this really bad? I think it was definitely the main reason why I didn't actually go somewhere, was because of drugs. Mainly weed just because I've practically been stoned since like 97' lol
The thing that would sicken a none smoker though is that I am completely content with it. My life where its at.. really I'm kinda scum I guess.. But I don't really care. Is it good or bad I feel this way? That anyone feels this way
People always told me my whole life weed was messing me up, now I believe it was. Its too late now, but I don't give two shits. My parents went through so much stuff trying to teach me lessons about that specifically, I just didn't understand. I now actually think Id be less happy, had I actually went somewhere.
How am I gonna explain this when I have kids? lol
But the thing is, is any of this really bad? I think it was definitely the main reason why I didn't actually go somewhere, was because of drugs. Mainly weed just because I've practically been stoned since like 97' lol
The thing that would sicken a none smoker though is that I am completely content with it. My life where its at.. really I'm kinda scum I guess.. But I don't really care. Is it good or bad I feel this way? That anyone feels this way
People always told me my whole life weed was messing me up, now I believe it was. Its too late now, but I don't give two shits. My parents went through so much stuff trying to teach me lessons about that specifically, I just didn't understand. I now actually think Id be less happy, had I actually went somewhere.
How am I gonna explain this when I have kids? lol