THELOADEDDRAGON'S 2010 Outdoor

All will be well Tld. You know as well as I do, when times seem the lowest, it just makes it easier to put your mindset on the things that matter, and the things that can get you to better places.

I deleted the rest of this post....didnt want to thread jack you with kind words, I just got a feeling everything is going to work out man, I cant even tell you why.

Im gonna do a bong rip for you....then im off to slave for the man for 9 hours

Have a god sunday bro

-HfB

Wish I could have read what you wrote HfB

It is what it is.... and will be what it will be. Its all out of my hands.

But thanks for the support and love. we will live through this, go through this, but where we come out on the other side will be up to life. A while back I wrote about a Huge pile of shit towering above me, ready to fall in any direction. Since then little pieces fell off here and there..... for the next month though, the bulk of it will be burying me on all sides, as it has already started to do. Hopefully I will be able to keep my head clear to see the things that I need to do in order to keep everything at least in decent standing. Hopefully.

I DIDN"T WRITE THIS- popped out of nowhere to me in my spam mail this morning.



Footprints Poem
By Unknown Author

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life,
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it:
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you?d walk with me all the way
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The Lord replied:
"My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

damn TLD im sorry to hear about your situation... im falling on hard times as well... im starting to scrape around for change to get enough money just to get the little containers of MAX sea to keep my girls fed... same goes for keeping our fridge stocked... we are down to eatin rice and spam... but at least we all are still living! and things will get better you just got to be optimistic! keep your head up and keep on truckn things will get better!

rdecosta88 said:

damn TLD im sorry to hear about your situation... im falling on hard times as well... im starting to scrape around for change to get enough money just to get the little containers of MAX sea to keep my girls fed... same goes for keeping our fridge stocked... we are down to eatin rice and spam... but at least we all are still living! and things will get better you just got to be optimistic! keep your head up and keep on truckn things will get better!

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You are absolutely right. I have been eating top ramen myself.... not healthy I know.... Things do get better...... are getting better, and I will keep on trucking.

+rep forever COF (Curious Old Fart)

theloadeddragon said:

I DIDN"T WRITE THIS- popped out of nowhere to me in my spam mail this morning.



Footprints Poem
By Unknown Author

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life,
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it:
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you?d walk with me all the way
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The Lord replied:
"My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

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My favorite poem! I refer to it often, along with the serentity prayer.

they all got about 120 gallons spread between them today...... this is screwing up everything, though they are staying alive. They need to be fed. I should hopefully be able to have everything back on schedule in a couple weeks if not sooner. Hopefully,

it is what it is......

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Every little ting gonna be alright mon........

since we're throwin up good vibe music, here's mine for ya TLD--

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every year this happens about this time. hmmmm, .........


good luck. see you in april.

Hope all is well... Keep your head up.... One foot in front of the other......

Theirs always light at the end of the tunnel.....weather it takes a week or a month, youll eventually get there buddy!

Best of luck man!

fdd2blk said:

every year this happens about this time. hmmmm, .........


good luck. see you in april.

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Your right. Think Im a bit better off every year though..... in some ways..... getting there one year at a time. My line of work is semi regional/seasonal (trades and services performed transitions with the seasons, to a degree). Makes it very difficult during the summer time..... especially when your clients checks are bouncing . I really appreciate the insight though, thank you. Maybe next year will be different. If I can hold it together till then......

Really enjoyed the Tree of Life video. Nice one! Oh, and that is an awesome shot at 3:15 into the song, It looks like he is standing in a tunnell of mj.

Also pretty cool that it is exactly 4:20 mins long

busy days.... plants are O.K. ...... for now...... lots going on all at once...... think I am taking the day off.

Stay positive TLD...you're a beacon of light on these boards and a real inspiration for people like me who've started growing again after taking years off from it.

Look forward to seeing good things from you now and into the future.

I'm also going thru linor problems my landlord wanted to evict us cuz the police got called to my house but as of now with good hope Im sure everythings going to be ok! Just gotta keep ya head up nd say smokin them good buds

getting evicted. Gotta move. Plants have been kept going by packing in water. Were granular fed couple days ago, happy frog flower.... still watering..... pulling my hair out trying to figure out how to get to harvest ....... God, Lord..... please carry us now.

if only you could have found some "investors".


i wish you the best.

what a shame.