Very almost life altering high

Long story short, i FINALLY got a hold of some great bud. I was told it was haze, and i could tell from the smell, it was definitly haze (or at least what we called it here). Little more expensive per gram but since my younger days, all the growers with the goodies just vanished so all ive been getting is some okay mids (Hence why im starting to grow =D). But any who. I got super super high and thought DEEPLY about my life and how i need to change and havent done much with my self the past couple years other then the good job ive landed. It was very strange, i almost felt depressed thinking about it all as far as friends and such . I guess it was just a bad high. Ive came down from this now and i feel alot better, but i was definitly very deep in my mind and didnt like it. Ive never gotten high like this before so i just wanted to share it with other RIU peeps! It certainly wont stop me from smoking again, hey 1 bad high out of many many good highs isnt going to stop me

I have highs like this sometimes. I keep it under control with some meditation, which can be hard to do when youre running circles in your head.

johnnytsmitw said:

I have highs like this sometimes. I keep it under control with some meditation, which can be hard to do when youre running circles in your head.

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Yeah i remember the first time i read up about the effects of marijuana and racing thoughts is one i definitly have 90% of the time lol.

i totally agree with the meditation. im getting really good at controlling any paranoia i get from bud. and i've had some really crazy highs too. ones where these completely strange ideas pop into my head out of no where that i would NEVER have thought of otherwise...i wonder how many things have been invented, or how many new theories and ideas have come from good highs? makes me wonder sometimes!

I find myself with a wandering mind when I am high and alone. I will think of anything from how awesome it would be to be a pirate to pulling out my old bosses fingernails. I really visualize shit sometimes and have freaked out myself before. I hate highs like this so I always try to stay occupied. My favorite thing to do before bed is to jump in the hot tub, smoke a joint and watch funny movies, or listen to rodney carrington on my Ipod. Anything to keep my brain occupied or my imagination will get the best of me.

Aye yi yi, it's a pirates life for meeee!

Thinking about your life is great, and the good herb can make it even more so.

It has helped guide a lot of decisions I have made in my life, once I learned to use it for such purpose, instead of just recreational fun.

I think I'll go reminisce with the help of Sour Diesel and Pink Floyd.

This video has got to be the most inspirational one I've seen in my entire life, knowing my whole life of the powerful lyricism and musical art that is Pink Floyd, and especially a man as talented and genuine as David Gilmour.

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I do that with mushrooms like everytime but not herbs

Musta been some good ass shit