First I'll have to find a doctor, my doc is part of a network owned by a hospital, there is no way in hell they would prescribe something that a patient could manufacture at home, no kick backs in that.
I'll most likely end up having to go to Chicago to find a doc.
I don't think I'll have to lie, I've had cronic pain in my back and knee for over 20 years now, the back was worsened about 10 years ago when some dumbass rearended me.
I've also got some arthritis happening in my hands, depression that I've taken non working pills for for over 10 years and I want to get off them, but the fucking withdraw is horrible.
but first it has to pass, and then I have to find a doctor.......