What am I thinking? What should I do?

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Wow wow wow w-wait you have a girlfriend? Is she just as, hmm well intresting As you are.?


Thanks for proving my point perfectly. You think I can't have a girlfriend... because my post sounds crazy.... AND YOU DONT READ MY POST OR EVER CHANGE! Thats what I'm SAYING.
 
This spot here, this spot right here, is reserved for another thought that I may have sometime in the future.

EXACTLY. Because if I told you WHY I was reserving the posts.... it would influence your decision on how to respond to what I have to say. The goal was for you guys to NOT KNOW WHY I made those posts.... and to not know that I had so much to say.... because I'm trying to TRICK YOU ALL into accepting I'm right. Because if I say it outright, you just say "no thats not what I'm thinking." WHICH IS BULLSHIT BECAUSE EVERYTIME I GO THIS ELABORATE IN REAL LIFE TO ANYONE AND GET THEM INTERESTED THEY FUCKING TELL ME I'M RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING AND THATS HOW I KNOW I HAVE TO TELL EVERYONE IN THE WORLD SO WE CAN ALL DO WHAT WE ACTUALLY WANT NOT WHAT PEOPLE THINK THEY SHOULD WANT TO DO SAY THINK OR FEEL!

SUBCONSCIOUSLY! YOU DONT KNOW ITS HAPPENING OR YOU REFUSE TO ACCEPT ITS REAL.



Additionally... you making an opinion... about the words I'm trying to say.... because I made a bunch of posts... MEANS IM RIGHT! YOU JUST PROVED TO ME I'M RIGHT GOD DAMNIT READ WHAT I'M SAYING.



AND if you're just trolling me trying to get a rise... you are INFLUENCING OTHERS OPINIONS BY SHOWING YOUR DISTASTE WITHOUT KNOWLEDGE OF WHAT I SAID BECAUSE YOU FOCUSED ON THINGS THAT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH MY POINT. YOU CANT DISPROVE ME JUST BY CALLING ME CRAZY. SOCIETAL NORMS CHANGE GOD DAMNIT. Look at SLAVERY. Perfect god damn example.
 
You are off your fucking rocker. Congratulations. I've been saving this for someone special.



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What do you think you are right about? I still don't know what point it is you are trying to make Sustain. It really is perpelxing. You know if you can't convey your ideas and opinions in a way that makes sense to others it usually means you don't understand them yourself.
 
You are off your fucking rocker. Congratulations. I've been saving this for someone special.



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Why dont you tell me why instead of just saying I am? That would INSULT me more and make me MORE upset wouldnt it? Atleast in your mind? But what I would really do is CHANGE. Show me I'm wrong. Show me your PERSPECTIVES
 
All I know is I followed this all day to try to make some sense of posts but I'm still lost just giving up on trying to understand.
 
All I know is I followed this all day to try to make some sense of posts but I'm still lost just giving up on trying to understand.

THANK YOU. Now where in my post did you see me guess that there is someone out there thinking LIKE YOU which means you don't get my view. The mere fact that I GUESSED of your existence PROVES my point.

Thank you for responding with your PERSPECTIVE. Now tell me your perspective of this response. Am I crazy still? Does my opinion make no sense? Can you tell me why my opinion is wrong?
 
What do you think you are right about? I still don't know what point it is you are trying to make Sustain. It really is perpelxing. You know if you can't convey your ideas and opinions in a way that makes sense to others it usually means you don't understand them yourself.

You're right... and if you understood my post... you would also know that you are wrong. I am LOOKING for your HELP explaining my THOUGHTS. So you thinking "You know if you can't convey your ideas and opinions in a way that makes sense to others it usually means you don't understand them yourself." Then you are WRONG because that has NOTHING to do with it. Do you get it?

Thanks for trying. I know you're trying. Please keep trying.
 
Is that you Amanda?........did you find an unlocked computer someplace?........it's just a 5150 hold.....your gonna get the help you need.......relax....
 
And yes I'm responding to every single post that I see the perspective of... NOT BECAUSE IM TROLLING BUT BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOUR OPINIONS SO MUCH I WANT YOU TO KNOW SO YOU KEEP GIVING THEM TO ME.
 
Why do I have to explain your thoughts to you? People get paid good money to do that for people.

Exactly. You thinking that I should go pay a therapist.... means you didnt read my post... which VALIDATES MY OPINION. I am on here asking for help with my thoughts.... and you disagree with my opinion because I'm asking for advice WHEN THAT ISNT MY POST! You are making others think I am stupid... based off you saying you don't need to explain your thoughts to me.... WHICH ISNT THE POINT! The point is I'm ASKING FOR HELP not TELLING YOU YOU HAVE TO.

Since you MESSED UP though... and I corrected you and led you to help me... you chose to not help me... because you think you're right. GET IT?!?!?! THATS MY POINT!
 
I swear Sustain is me from 16 years ago and I have caught up with myself from when I was on a weekly LSD schedule. I used to write myself notes and leave them around the apartment. They looked alot like this. I may be Sustain, which would make sense because I have sustained myself through to this moment yet I have changed and grown so maybe one of those cosmic wipe outs I actually did seperate and divide and finally have clawed my way out of my doppleganger cacoon and found the internet to which I found myself looking back at myself and decided that I should help myself. Ya dig?
 
And yes I'm responding to every single post that I see the perspective of... NOT BECAUSE IM TROLLING BUT BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOUR OPINIONS SO MUCH I WANT YOU TO KNOW SO YOU KEEP GIVING THEM TO ME.

My opinion to you: back out of the center of your brain for a min it's obviously very confusing for u. Slow down and procees your thoughts. I know it's good to think outside the box but your box is not square.
 
Why dont you tell me why instead of just saying I am? That would INSULT me more and make me MORE upset wouldnt it? Atleast in your mind? But what I would really do is CHANGE. Show me I'm wrong. Show me your PERSPECTIVES

Did you see your wall of text? I didn't even have to read it to know you're a loon.
 
I swear Sustain is me from 16 years ago and I have caught up with myself from when I was on a weekly LSD schedule. I used to write myself notes and leave them around the apartment. They looked alot like this. I may be Sustain, which would make sense because I have sustained myself through to this moment yet I have changed and grown so maybe one of those cosmic wipe outs I actually did seperate and divide and finally have clawed my way out of my doppleganger cacoon and found the internet to which I found myself looking back at myself and decided that I should help myself. Ya dig?

Thank you. Theres your perspective AND THATS WHAT I WANT.

You saw this... you have done similar things... and they turned out incorrect. That is leading you to believe... that anytime someone says gibberish... they are completely wrong. But I'm not completely wrong... theres a CENTRAL THEME in there AND THATS WHAT I NEED HELP FIGURING OUT. How do I convince people that they are doing this... without going this indepthly.... so that only people I convince that this is interesting... and they believe that its interesting... and they do research... and I also get lucky and respond in every way completely like they want me to respond... THEN THEY CHANGE.
 
My opinion to you: back out of the center of your brain for a min it's obviously very confusing for u. Slow down and procees your thoughts. I know it's good to think outside the box but your box is not square.

Thank you for your thoughts. I agree with you. I do need to slow down... but how do I know exactly what to say... if you guys aren't right in front of me... allowing me to manipulate the conversation... to PROVE you do it... and then to show you you lied to me.


I am trying really hard... and have for years to explain my thought.... and have found that without this ridiculous amount of information being put forward... people dont change. And if I do it too much... they fight me. Instead of trying and explaining my thoughts in a more clear way so I can tell the WORLD and I can feel COMPLETE.
 
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