What am I thinking? What should I do?

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Ok, what does it mean that you are not looking at it? I mean, I ask you, the meaning of you not looking at it. And Im not agreeing with you. What I am saying, with abundant candor, is that you are not looking at it, and that once you are looking at it, you will know why I have asked, and therefore can agree, to simply look at it.

Look at what? Your post earlier? Or my post?

What am I not looking at?

My own post? I know it sounds crazy, and I know its hard to get through... almost impossible... but give me a back and forth about my thread... copy and paste what you have questions on one by one... until we know what I'm saying.

Thats what I want. You dont HAVE to do it for me. But your opinions just dont matter... unless you read the post. And you not reading the post... and making your opinions because it sounds crazy... is what im talking about.
 
My girl is mad at me for talking on this laptop since I got home.... I am very interested in what you have to say, and would love to continue this conversation tomorrow. And I will read each and every one of anyones post whether its a troll or not. Please just take the time to read before you respond. Read as best you can.

The whole thing is just to explain what I'm talking about in the comments.

I have to list all the different potential thought processes... and I purposely point out ALL of them... including "or you are thinking something I dont know" otherwise just because ONE of the potential thoughts is wrong.. you disagree.

*And if you DONT think I'm right... you MIGHT think that I am just sounding crazy because of how confusing it sounds. OR you are thinking SOMETHING else.


*And you cant say I'm wrong just because you differ. You need more than that to say I'm wrong... and we cant prove either way... but I believe that its true. (that more people DONT KNOW why they have their opinions than people WHO DO)

But what I'm saying is that you can assume, to a very near degree of certainity, that people are thinking how I'm saying they are. Even if its just some.

I just happen to believe that MOST people think this way... and therefore VOTE incorrectly... and then we have incorrect laws.
 
....snip....... I DONT WANT my human race to not tell each other whats really on their minds. ......snip....

Hun we are not your human race. You can not control us. The anxiety and bizarre delusions will only get worse until you finally act out and end up in jail most likely. At that end of entry to the system you get little real help. Anyway I know better than to argue with a mental illness. I know better than to presume what you are thinking/feeling. I actually SAID that if you have read my post. I'm sorry you did not comprehend it.

Anyway I'm out of your thread, because the overlay of your illness is to heavy to communicate with you and I feel so darn sorry for you. This has to be pure hell for you. Just remember taking any other drug right now can really short circuit you so if you get nothing else out of this hopefully you heard that.

Good luck with this,
Annie
 
Hun we are not your human race. You can not control us. The anxiety and bizarre delusions will only get worse until you finally act out and end up in jail most likely. At that end of entry to the system you get little real help. Anyway I know better than to argue with a mental illness. I know better than to presume what you are thinking/feeling. I actually SAID that if you have read my post. I'm sorry you did not comprehend it.

Anyway I'm out of your thread, because the overlay of your illness is to heavy to communicate with you and I feel so darn sorry for you. This has to be pure hell for you. Just remember taking any other drug right now can really short circuit you so if you get nothing else out of this hopefully you heard that.

Good luck with this,
Annie


But... what if you're wrong? What if people aren't meant to pretend to be someone they aren't? What if 50 percent of USA was just not understand other peoples perspective... and they weren't stupid?
 
What if what we see as intelligence was just you looking up information and retaining it. And what intelligence really is... is your ability to accept who you are... and not let others dictate who you are?
 
But... what if you're wrong? What if people aren't meant to pretend to be someone they aren't? What if 50 percent of USA was just not understand other peoples perspective... and they weren't stupid?

...I've got a couple of things to say here, so please don't mind that I interject. I was able to glimpse something of what you're saying. Here's my response.

- you shouldn't pretend to be someone you are not
- you will only ever be able to understand half of what you hear
- you are not stupid

...alright, so now you're just like the rest of us :)
 
I agree, you saw what I did, and now you're choosing your responses based off my manipulation. You're doing it back to me without realizing, you think you're just outsmarting me but thats not the argument and thats not what we're talking about. EVEN if thats not what you're saying... ITS NOT WHAT WE'RE talking about... and has NOTHING TO DO with my questions or what I'm even saying.

I'm saying I posted this to ask questions.

you're saying how dare you ask these questions. And that you think im wrong.

But Im saying I am just asking questions... I want answers... thats it

These are incorrect and unwarranted overlays. You either cannot or will not listen to what an aspiring interlocutor is actually saying. I'm out. cn

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i just read through it twice and i have no idea whats goin on here. can you break this down into a sentence or 2?
 
...I've got a couple of things to say here, so please don't mind that I interject. I was able to glimpse something of what you're saying. Here's my response.

- you shouldn't pretend to be someone you are not
- you will only ever be able to understand half of what you hear
- you are not stupid

...alright, so now you're just like the rest of us :)

Yes but its not about me.... its about everyone.... I'm not saying im beyond that... im saying we are all stuck in it.... I'm the worst one. I'm the WORST one that I've been talking about.... and I stopped being so bad. I now try my hardest NOT to be like that specifically EVEN when I think I'm not.


Because even when I think I'm not... I STILL am. Even when I'm sitting here... before you right now... preaching that its wrong... and that I try my best not to do it... I STILL DO IT. We all need to STOP is the point, stop caring about me... care about the point so you can care about me by helping me.
 
These are incorrect and unwarranted overlays. You either cannot or will not listen to what an aspiring interlocutor is actually saying. I'm out. cn

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Or I dont comprehend the way you're speaking... and because of my inability to understand your words... YOU NEVER TEACH ME ANYTHING. Instead you speak in ridiculously big words and make sure everything is absolutely perfect... AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT YOU'RE SAYING and then they make guesses... about what you're saying... and sometimes they are wrong... and when they are wrong... you say "why arent you listening to me?" but really

IN MY FUCKING MIND RIGHT NOW THATS WHAT JUST HAPPENED TO ME.

SO I'M RIGHT! Just because it happens to ME! SOME people this happens to (some, atleast me by myself) and that means you're not seeing MY perspective... and you are not teaching me anything. What if there are other people that dont get it too? And your intelligence is lost on your lack of seeing my perspective.


See how I'm trying to figure out what you're perspective is? See how thats helping me in this argument? See how NO ONE could change your mind without looking at your perspective?

If you do then my thought is right.

Now tell me how to word that... so I dont have to do all of this to tell it to someone.


Or tell me how I'm wrong in an understandable way.... so I can conceive it PERFECTLY.
 
i just read through it twice and i have no idea whats goin on here. can you break this down into a sentence or 2?

Thats what I'm trying to do right now.

I swear to god.

stop thinking im doing somethign else. HOW do I break it down into a sentence or two?
 
Yes but its not about me.... its about everyone.... I'm not saying im beyond that... im saying we are all stuck in it.... I'm the worst one. I'm the WORST one that I've been talking about.... and I stopped being so bad. I now try my hardest NOT to be like that specifically EVEN when I think I'm not.


Because even when I think I'm not... I STILL am. Even when I'm sitting here... before you right now... preaching that its wrong... and that I try my best not to do it... I STILL DO IT. We all need to STOP is the point, stop caring about me... care about the point so you can care about me by helping me.

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...I'm glad you got to the point about points. We were all waiting on that. The point is you and you need to focus on that point. The rest is what it is.
 
And I'm not religious, but I am agnostic. So if there is a god... and *if there does happen to be an after life... then I would be guaranteeing my failure after death. And logically thats not intelligent, so I wouldn't mock god.

So I'm NOT LYING when I say I swear to god.
 
I'm sorry that I'm saying swear words and capitals... and every bad way of communicating you can think of...

but I'm swearing... and using capitals... just to tell you that I'm telling the truth. In my mind... this is all true... including the parts where I just want you guys to tell me your opinions based off of it.

I feel like you guys aren't asking if my opinion is right or not, you're just telling me im wrong and need to do this this this and this to overcome.... and i'm telling you guys ive tried that... and that... and that and that.... and I just want you guys to help me define what I'm saying.

And tell me how to say it so I dont sound crazy.

There ARE accurate thoughts in this post... and all my responses are all what I believe... they are all my opinions... but they are all my opinions based off me looking at your perspectives...

And if I could look at your perspective... from the TRUE place... we would NEVER argue.

I just dont want SIDES.

I want us all together. and I truly believe that acting this way... if we can be accepted... would make us all happy


I act this way... I am very happy.... until someone says I'm wrong. But me being wrong doesnt matter. Dont you see? And thats the point!
 
I'm sorry that I'm saying swear words and capitals... and every bad way of communicating you can think of...

but I'm swearing... and using capitals... just to tell you that I'm telling the truth. In my mind... this is all true... including the parts where I just want you guys to tell me your opinions based off of it.

I feel like you guys aren't asking if my opinion is right or not, you're just telling me im wrong and need to do this this this and this to overcome.... and i'm telling you guys ive tried that... and that... and that and that.... and I just want you guys to help me define what I'm saying.

And tell me how to say it so I dont sound crazy.

There ARE accurate thoughts in this post... and all my responses are all what I believe... they are all my opinions... but they are all my opinions based off me looking at your perspectives...

And if I could look at your perspective... from the TRUE place... we would NEVER argue.

I just dont want SIDES.

I want us all together. and I truly believe that acting this way... if we can be accepted... would make us all happy


I act this way... I am very happy.... until someone says I'm wrong. But me being wrong doesnt matter. Dont you see? And thats the point!



...what you're describing is the difference between ego and being. The thing is we need both to experience life.
 
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