What am I thinking? What should I do?

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Now just because those 3 examples... mean nothing to each other... does not mean I did not think about how to write it.... it means I overthought. Get it?

I dont understand my thoughts... help me underthink what I'm overthinking.

I'm overthinking this thing.... and I think you guys might see my perspective... if you READ what I said.

Just these examples... and take into your mind before your read them... when you read them a second time... or a third time.... that personality is not being shown in it.... and the example is a rock yes... but im trying to show you the seed because i dont fucking understand my thoughts
 
DONT JUST TELL ME TO STFU! I need help god damnit. If you dont want to help... dont help....


But for the people that are actually trying to get it... YOU ARE RUINING IT FOR THEM. You are making it seem as if I'm a dumbass and then they lose care....


If you didnt do that.... they could see my point.


And no... ITS NOT BECAUSE I WORDED IT THIS WAY... I have worded it every way I have ever worded it.... in this thread. Including how I just worded it.... and I've done it on 4 forums... and asked everyone I've ever come into contact with....


And no one looks deep enough because either... IRL they are being a being... and on this forum they are being an ego? But... you never know which option they are doing.... so I cant fully manipulate them?


But whether or not... I can effectively manipulate everyone in this room... isnt the point..... dont you see? The point is that I cant explain my point.


And guess what... I'm manipulating you guys... into doing something for me.... and because im manipulating you... you dont do that for me. You dont read the entire text... and try to grasp it....

And if I dont try to manipulate... you guys just think I'm a troll...........




If I completely ignored austin, you guys would think... because I haven't responded to him.... and we haven't said anything at the same time.... that he must be me....


So instead... I spoke in unbelieably broken text... extremely quickly... didnt correct anything.... to speak as if I wasn't a troll... then... the plan was to tell you guys that I'm not Austin...


But I cant prove it? And I also cant prove that I manipulated him into doing what I wanted... because the second I tell him I was manipulating him... he does a completely different thing... to disprove me.
 
And no one ever gets this far in my forum posts because they lose interest and think im crazy..... BECAUSE OF THE INFLUENCE OF THE REST OF YOU
 
And just because Ic ant prove what you WOULD HAVE DONE HAD I NOT SPOKEN does not mean I'm not right and I'm so god damn sick of people saying im wrong just because of the possibility that I was wrong.


I know I can be wrong.... I'm not saying I'm right all the time... I'm saying it helps.... and thats not the point I'm making... I'm just doing that... to show you my point... because if I dont.... you dont listen and call me a troll.

Its a god damn paradox. Not like paradox... I'm assuming what I'm saying is a paradox... like paradox I cant explain to anyone unless I go this deeply into it... and say everything like this. Like I am saying now. Like I have done on TONS of forums and it has worked flawlessly....

But now I am pointing out that I am doing it... and it wont work. and you guys wont believe I can manipulate.... and you will think thats all that matters to me... my ability to manipulate you guys.... and then you wont answer. So its a paradox.
 
hempyninja309 said:
So you are Autistic Austin???
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If I respond to this message with "No I am not Autistic" you will then think I am.

If I tell you I am autistic I dont know how you would respond. I guess you would assume I am autistic? Perhaps because I admit it you would see I'm not?

Or........ if I respond how I'm responding now... before what I am saying right now.... you would think I'm autstic... because I am explaining too far into it... and you are looking at ulterior motives


Or... if I say that you should go fuck yourself for trolling me... you will act as if you weren't trolling me... to put bad favor in my name... because you were trolling me....

Or who knows what you can say?


But no matter which option I go with.... you're going to beat me... because you ... and everyone else... wants to beat me.
 
Please do not post 5 times in a row ..this is not a diary to post all ur thoughts

Honestly u keep typing words but ur not communicating with anyone, u mention a question yet u never ask one, understanding someones perspective would mean someone is making the effort to be understood. U want attention... if i'm wrong and ur just tripping balls please chill and let others post...dude ur freaking me out...
 
And I'm not trying to prove anything when I say these things... I'm telling you.... you aren't hearing my thoughts... because its impossible to make it so you hear them. Or people in general. Atleast FOR ME in this particular situation.

Its not a life lesson for you guys, its a life lesson for me. Then when I learn... I can try to show you guys what I think my life lesson is.
 
Sustain said:
DONT JUST TELL ME TO STFU! I need help god damnit. If you dont want to help... dont help....


But for the people that are actually trying to get it... YOU ARE RUINING IT FOR THEM. You are making it seem as if I'm a dumbass and then they lose care....


If you didnt do that.... they could see my point.


And no... ITS NOT BECAUSE I WORDED IT THIS WAY... I have worded it every way I have ever worded it.... in this thread. Including how I just worded it.... and I've done it on 4 forums... and asked everyone I've ever come into contact with....


And no one looks deep enough because either... IRL they are being a being... and on this forum they are being an ego? But... you never know which option they are doing.... so I cant fully manipulate them?


But whether or not... I can effectively manipulate everyone in this room... isnt the point..... dont you see? The point is that I cant explain my point.


And guess what... I'm manipulating you guys... into doing something for me.... and because im manipulating you... you dont do that for me. You dont read the entire text... and try to grasp it....

And if I dont try to manipulate... you guys just think I'm a troll...........




If I completely ignored austin, you guys would think... because I haven't responded to him.... and we haven't said anything at the same time.... that he must be me....


So instead... I spoke in unbelieably broken text... extremely quickly... didnt correct anything.... to speak as if I wasn't a troll... then... the plan was to tell you guys that I'm not Austin...


But I cant prove it? And I also cant prove that I manipulated him into doing what I wanted... because the second I tell him I was manipulating him... he does a completely different thing... to disprove me.
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aww dont get all butthurt dawg, im just amusing myself. i still dont even know what the hell this is about
 
And then... when I keep posting and saying my thoughts to get you guys to hear something... I get banned from the forum for being a troll. So its a paradox here for damn sure. If you guys get to this point... look at everything I have said.... and just respond.

I am not lying... understand that....

I will not say ANYTHING else on this thread if you dont close it.


AND I will respond to ANY PM's I get about this post AND I WONT TELL THE FORUM WHAT YOURE SAYING. Just like the few people who have messaged me when I messaged them. I never brought that up, because what you say only matters to me.

BELIEVE IT. HELP ME. IGNORE THESE TROLLS IF YOU ARE OUT THERE AND READING.
 
Sustain are you a cereal killer? You always creep me out with your posts too chill out and only write 2 sentences at a time. See if you can put all those thoughts into a few words that means the same as all the extras u tend to add
 
Situation420 said:
Sustain are you a cereal killer? You always creep me out with your posts too chill out and only write 2 sentences at a time. See if you can put all those thoughts into a few words that means the same as all the extras u tend to add
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How? How do I explain something better... that I don't fully understand.... but logically is sound?
 
Sustain said:
How? How do I explain something better... that I don't fully understand.... but logically is sound?
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Try posting sober, first of all. That will significantly lower the weird factor and possibly increase the clarity of what you're trying to say.... because I have no idea what that is... but the one piece of advice I can give you based on what you've said thus far is that you clearly expect too much from people.... lower your expectations and you'll be a much happier/less spastic person. And people will probably be able to relate a little better...
 
Maybe its just my problem and none of yours… that’s fine… but I do know theres a lot of people out there who do it… and we need to make them realize they do it… by accepting that WE TOO do it. Just not as badly… and not as obviously.
 
And the only way I can convince you guys that you do it... is by sounding like a complete fucking moron... because of the environment you have set before me. We are currently on a forum where you guys DONT want my information. But I have a message of peace and love.... that can convince the people you hate.... and dont want to talk to.... people like me.... people like austin... and other kinds of people too. All the people YOU dont want to change because "Fuck 'em, my life and my family is more important."

And thats your opinon... and I dont care that thats your opinion... because fuck you I'm going to change these broken people that you wont help.
 
Now how do I tell YOU GUYS... the people on this forum....


All of that...

and make you believe me... so that I can tell the next group of people... the same exact thing.... but faster.... without all this crazy bullshit... that I keep having to bring up.
 
Because its a paradox FOR ME. Because no matter what I do I can't convince you guys.... because you guys dont want to be convinced initially... and you dont like my tactic of persuading you.... which is to convince you you're wrong.... because you are wrong partially.... at the very least.... but you guys cant accept it.... because you think you're right. But you're not.... you're 99 percent right... and I'm telling you about the other perspective I think you missed....
 
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