What am I thinking? What should I do?

Which makes you not want to listen to what I'm saying.... which makes you not read my crazy posts..... which makes you not believe that you need to advocate your fellow man

dude..this is...to much....your just over thinking shit way to much...way to much

you dont get it
we CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE SAYING SO WE ARE NOT RESPONDING.

BygonEra said:

Try posting sober, first of all. That will significantly lower the weird factor and possibly increase the clarity of what you're trying to say.... because I have no idea what that is...

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I think this is him sober, he has very good typing skills for someone that would be this gone. Thats kinda what creeps me out

He is trolling. He is high and trolling. Nothing more.

I've lied and will lie in the future, my motives are inherently selfish and manipulation is my game. I am the great pretender, the shadow behind the glint and lead actor in reality's play. The mask I wear is for my benefit, to conceal my disdain for others but the mirror image it projects sustains the belief that I care. Your refusal to see me lies in the fact that I look like you...

sunni said:

you dont get it
we CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE SAYING SO WE ARE NOT RESPONDING.

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You swear its just that? You swear you dont get it? Do you mean to say.... my thoughts are inaccurate... or you dont get it....


I've been thinking for a few hours.... here's how I want to explain my thought..... tell me if this makes more sense.....



I have three paradoxes I am talking about here.... Well technically 2 paradoxes... and 1 paradox about fulfilling the theory.

Do you know how we dont REALLY believe in gravity? Because we can't see it? But you see all the effects of it working.... except you could never prove it... because its not tangible?....

Well neither are all of your thoughts.... you all have egos and you all have beings..... <---- and that is not my point. Dont dwell on it.... look at the part I don't get.... because I have an ego... thats worse than your guys'. I can't admit my faults even to this forum.... even when I'm talking about admitting my faults....

And that point.... proves that their are people out there..... ALIVE .... SOMEWHERE..... who.... in atleast the very tiniest, ittiest, ittiest bit, act like me. And acting like me develops problems. I would like to show you ALL 3 problems. Then... read the final thing.... about the 3 paradoxes..... and tell me your opinions about all 3 paradoxes.....

Or.... if you think you can get through this gibberish..... read this first.... because its me validating everything that I say.... its me telling you what my ego is saying. And when you guys say fuck you to my ego.... I get hurt. Period. So do you. No matter how tough you think you are... you get hurt. Other people MATTER. Otherwise you wouldn't respond.....otherwise... you wouldn't even think "otherwise you wouldn't respond"... you would think "how can I make him do my opinion". I think.... because I said "how can I make him do my opinion" you guys thought "How can I make him do my opinion." and not thought.... how the fuck can I fix this broken piece of information so I can explain to you guys you are doing it RIGHT now. We all know its real.... but we use our ego to let us cast doubt toward the answer. Subconsciously.... but when I ask you if your Ego is your being.... without saying ego is your being.... you dont change... you just hear "dumbass motherfucker thinks he knows what I'm saying" or.... ALL YOU HEAR is me LITERALLY SAYING THAT and I DONT GET MY COMPLETE POINT ACROSS. Which means you have MISINFORMATION about the topic.... AND YOU ARE FUCKING WRONG GOD DAMNIT.

Hence the paradox.

Now tell me how I'm wrong. Am I wrong because what happens to me doesn't matter? That doesn't mean you guys don't do it? Because IF it EVER happens.... it happens... and you're part of the problem.


Now.... I'm not saying you do stupid things like... destroy the whole world.... and do everything bad at every point. I'm saying you infer things... that SOMETIMES are wrong and SOMETIMES you dont even know it. I can't prove if you didnt know it or not.... because I don't know your perspective.... and I was just trying to prove WHAT PERSPECTIVE MEANT by rambling on and on and on... but because I you guys thought my ego was in the way..... or rather.... you tried to think about what I was thinking about..... infering what I think.... and answering my question without going further. Because none of you got to my point. Get it?

Now that is the 1st paradox.... that I am talking about..... (see why this has over 20k words?)


This is the 2nd paradox....

People who aren't like you.... who dont fall into the above category.... fall into this other category.... you are ACTUALLY ARE doing what I say in the above paragraph... and you're letting it change you.... these people are the 2nd paradox.... now.... people who are actually thinking and believing the BS thoughts in their mind... either given to them from misinformation.... or just happens to be their perspective due to personal experience... or whatever... now.... theres tons and tons and tons and tons of different options in both paradoxial categories.... I just pick the most common. The most common.... we can infer.... is people lie about SOMETHING. What I assume would be something that would make them NOT get the EXPECTED outcome out of is if you ask yourself... Do you manipulate people? Because people who manipulate people.... lie about who they are... because they are embarassed.

So what I say to people is... Hi... do you manipulate people? and they say.... No.
Then I try with the next person who happens to be a pretty girl I think might be in category 2... "Hi there, my name is Keith... which do you like better Cock or cars?" and they say "Cars"
Then I try it a little more indepthly..... then I try it a little more indepthly... to purposely influence their manipulation.... and no matter how far I go.... no matter how deep (giggity) I go... they never see the error of their way until I get to a really insane point where we are DEEP in conversaton... I have convinced them that I am focusing only on this one subject.... and then.... start crying... and freaking out.... and run to them.... and make them understand that I'm serious..... then I wait a few days....

Then in a few days I ask them point blank.... the things I'm serious about..... the things I truly believe... after having spent all this time with them..... and they say .... Yes. Every god damn time..... 100 percent accuracy.



Heres the paradox..... you are ALL 1 of 2 things.... you either have opinions............... or you dont........... and I can't PROVE which one you are.... but I can prove very closely... that you are ALL 1 of these 2 things..... and the third paradox is..... because I can't explain this example to you.... without telling you the example....

only the people that get it.... learn.

How do I teach it to people.... who get it ... in a very simple way so they believe me right off the back....... and THEN after that I can tell them nothing else... and let them LEARN the ideolgy that I preach.... because if you come up with it... it stays with you for the rest of your life.

But if I tell it to you... you forget in the second sentence... because either paradox 1.... or paradox 2.

In paradox 1.... you guys learn yes... but I have to talk for 6 months to prove it.

I have to make you all see this bullshit... then redefine it and have you go "Ooooooaaahhhhh ewwwww nice sustain." And the mere fact that you KNOW that you HAVE to do that because I just showed you this manipulative tactic.... you dont ever get to the point I'm trying to say.....

How do I word it to you guys? Tell me how?

Paradox 1 can tell me about paradox 2

And paradox 2 can tell me about paradox 1

But paradox 1 can tell me a hell of a lot better about paradox 1.

And paradox 2 can tell me a hell of a lot better about paradox 2.

But..... Paradox 3..... I can only get to paradox 1 right now.... after a long period of speaking.....

And if we stop all of these paradoxes..... we stop arguing. I TRULY believe that.... and I'm crying right now I believe it so much. So fucking listen to me... and tell me how to tell you guys..... whichever one you are....



what that means is.... everyone who responded to my post.... is in this 2nd paradox.... and... if you're telling the truth.... once you see everything I have to say.... you then become part of the 1st paradox.

MojoRison said:

I've lied and will lie in the future, my motives are inherently selfish and manipulation is my game. I am the great pretender, the shadow behind the glint and lead actor in reality's play. The mask I wear is for my benefit, to conceal my disdain for others but the mirror image it projects sustains the belief that I care. Your refusal to see me lies in the fact that I look like you...

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YOURE WRONG. THATS NOT WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. AND YOU THINKING YOU KNOW WHAT MY OPINIONS ARE IS WHAT MAKES ME WRONG YOU FUCK.

I was JUST LIKE YOU AND I STILL FUCKING AM

BUT YOU DONT SEE WHAT YOU'RE MISSING

YOU'RE MISSNG EVERYONE ELSES PERSPECTIVE

AND YOU'RE ARGUING WITH ME ABOUT THE WRONG REASON!!!!

And I happened to know for a GOD DAMN FACT

You stupid sons of bitches dont care if I call you stupid sons of bitches.

So stop pretending you do. You faggot ass pussy lying pieces of shit.

THATS WHY I CALL YOU THEM

BECAUSE I KNOW YOU DONT FUCKING CARE

BECAUSE I MANIPULATE


So now that we know we are all the same


READ MY GOD DAMN POST

Because I dont get WTF I'M TRYING TO THINK AND I DONT BECAUSE I MANIPULTED MYSELF TO THE INTELLECT THAT I AM NOW... AND TRULY THINK IM SMARTER THAN I AM

And i dont want to admit my inner god damn ego to you fucking stupid faggots just because you dont GET what I say. Just like you would... IN THE SAME SITUATION.

But... you would never let it get to this point.... you would never say this on a forum.... yes I get it. But move on after you get it too you stupid fuck by reading what I say PAST WHEN YOU THINK YOU GOT THE POINT

This is amanda bynes!..........

And yes I just manipulated all of you to get to this point.....


Now tell me what you think. How can I convince people of this... without all this runaround? Because they dont believe me... and they dont change afterwards.... I clearly just pointed it out to you all right now. And you still dont believe it happens or you believe it does. But you still dont take that knowledge and use it.

You're all thinking "wow he thinks he knows everything, I'm gonna come up with this awesome response to whoop his ass" and just because I can't prove to you you're thinking that.... means I'm wrong....

And you prove these points by saying "HAH he didn't spell you're right" ... well guess what faggots.... I can change it too... I'm just not doing it... so I can show you my ego.

Then you think just because I edited something.... it means my point is wrong... and you point it out


And even if you say those things... and dont believe you do it.... YOU JUST FUCKING DID PARADOX 1 OR PARADOX 2 RIGHT THERE

BECAUSE INTERPRETATION IS PART OF MY PARADOXES. Now explain... how do I trick you people.... into changing.... to stop pretending everyone cares.... and to admit their problems....

AND ALSO tell the people who dont fall into that category.... to ready everything people say.... not just when they think they have the point?

My only answer right now is making you come up with it on your own.... then you might think inception made me think that.... and paradox 1 is definitely gonna think stupid shit like that I think all the paradoxes can agree openly with their beings on that one. Because I used a movie to display my thoughts. Not to mention a shitty movie... that people troll for HAVING PARADOXES

Leading me to the final and 3rd paradox no matter how I tell you you manipulative bastards who dont tell whats on their mind because WE ARE ASSHOLES... that you are wrong about something?

And that something.... is you dont KNOW whats in my head.... you THINK whats in my head....

and because you dont want to hear any information after me saying this first 2 lines... because you know you're right already. And you are. About the thing YOU'RE talking about. But you're on my thread right now... telling me YOU'RE opinions.... about...... YOU'RE opinions.

So I have to say ... over and over and over and over and over.... That I'm not lying to you. And no matter how many times I lie to you.... that I'm not lying to you.... you dont believe me. Because you are MANIPULATIVE ASSHOLES WHO DONT SEE OTHER PEOPLES PERSPECTIVES

Facts can be wrong, opinions cannot be. For every individual there is a opinion, a way of looking at things {perspective} based on said individual's experiences, it is the sharing of these opinions that we call a dialog. You're asking us to see your side of things and from what I've read, we have {each in their own way} or tried to see your perspective and yet I've noted that the reciprocation on your part is a bit lacking. You're willing to attack and make assumptions, based on your experiences you have formed a reality in which others "do not" understand your concepts, regardless the attempt/s made by others here your refusal to "see" what's right in front of you, says quiet a lot. IMO