My official diagnosis is bi-polar with intermittent explosive disorder, schitzoaffective disorder, anti-social, narcisisstic, and borderline personality disorders, with extreme anxiety both social and general. I don't like talking to people I don't know, and I can't handle crowds even if I know them. I can't meet new people face-to-face without being introduced, and most of my old friends have moved on and I'm pretty much a hermit now, LOL.
See it's shit like this that keeps me doing what I'm doing! I don't feel that I'm doing anything wrong. If I can help one person from this plant then that's good enough for me.
Love to hear that bro!
Haha it's cool bro I understand that, it's pot. Who doesn't like to get high
Exactly what I was thinking! People drink alcohol and that makes them happy and it's legal. Why can't they legalize cannabis.
Ya I have a lot of what you have but cannabis has helped keep me sane. Anytime I went off it shit got sour and I wasn't do any other drugs other then pharmaceuticals, never again will I touch the big pharma.
I use to have the same thing but you should do some research into strains that are good for anxiety/panic attacks.aw man...hate to hear all that..they recently threw the schizoaffective label on me with bipolar type and I don't do well in large social situations without having panic attacks. Sorry you got such a raw deal man, I'm here if you ever need to vent
Hey, I appreciate it, I got lucky tho, found a good woman who sees the man I really am beneath all the crap...having someone who loves you even as fucked up as you are does a hell of a lot for a person.aw man...hate to hear all that..they recently threw the schizoaffective label on me with bipolar type and I don't do well in large social situations without having panic attacks. Sorry you got such a raw deal man, I'm here if you ever need to vent
I'll have to do that, I never thought about strains that would help. The only obstacle for that is getting the nerve to order seeds. Any suggestions?
that's great! my husband has been my rock, went through 2 marriages before I met him. He takes really good care of me
I ain't been on anything but cannabis for over two years, and have had one episode (when I ran out) that wasn't even that bad...only thing that got broke was an old box fan. I like a good hybrid strain, about 60% sativa 40% indica - mind and body right there.I'll have to do that, I never thought about strains that would help. The only obstacle for that is getting the nerve to order seeds. Any suggestions?
I wish I didn't have to take meds, but if I don't I turn into a homicidal suicidal maniac. Not good for Rosey. Glad I could contribute to your thread
I was told my plants now that one iooks indica dom and I am pretty sure the others are mostly indica as well. A friend threw me a few sour diesel seeds, do you know if those are indica or sativa? I'm pretty much in the dark when it comes to strains. I have a bp friend who doesn't take any medication but she is young. I think the stuff gets worse the older I get. Or maybe that's just me? who knows, I'm just here
I'm no expert, but I think sour diesel is indica dom. And yeah, for some people the chemical imbalance that causes bi-polar disorder can get worse with age, it's not just you.
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