I'm 28 yrs old, I was born on Halloween. My father is from Palestine, and my mother is from Fiji Islands. I feel like I look like a tan Uncle Fester. My side profile looks so out there. I have an odd shaped head(a big lump above neck, and slopes up), like an alien or primate. I can't please a lady, at all... I'm hairy. I have bad circulation in my legs, feet are always cold. I have depression. I have been on 6 meds at once. I'm too scared to be in public. Around my chest area, I feel pressure all the time, and lump in my throat. I hate myself. If I take my life, it may make someone in my family think about it too. I have to keep going on I guess, we all go sometime. I can't wait until I pass. I won't have to lug around this 200 pound body anymore. I'm gonna fly so free around the universe. I'm gonna have friends, love, and be happy. I hope it is like this. I truly love you guys even though you hate me. I humble myself to the entire world. Everyone around the world read this. I am human just like you are. good night