I love weed bc it makes everything better. It's like an enhancement to life for me. But I only like sativas. I hate indicas with a passion (unless it's like 2am). Sativas are my love, if I have to give up everything nicotine, alcohol, cocaine, mushrooms, or acid (these are all the drugs I do) I give em all up for my sativas. Makes my day better.....other than the fact that it makes me less socialable. So if I don't wanna be really sociable and do my daily shit (which is how I normally feel) I'm usually high all day. Unless I plan on going to the bar. Makes colors brighter, music better, sex better, food better, exercise better, and general existence better. I feel more connected to everything. When I'm not high on my precious sativas I'm more socialable, generally happy, but I get really agitated about all the stupid shit I see around me and people see the huge pessimist that I really am. When I'm high I'm balanced. The only reason I don't like it is bc it keeps me in my mind. I get along with most people fine but unless my interest is peaked I won't hold a long conversation. But the right sativas keep me socialable in the right amounts.
The reason why I started growing in the first place. So I can grow sativas and not have to worry about what my weed guy may or may not have. Full Moon is my all time fave.
Indicas make me feel bored and uninspired about everything. Which is why I hate them. Whenever I go to work high on an indica people always ask me what's wrong and why am I so bummed? Not bummed just not the right high.
So it's pretty much medicine to me but I need right formula........