My weekend in the looney bin.

[mr sunshine]

we have a religious college across the street from wally world..young rich kids who have no idea how to interact with the world,no manners,got their way all their life..one of these fucks walked in front of my 8month pregnant wife,standing in line with a cart of groceries,and just stand there..cut in line like we were invisible..i went completely slap the fuck off on this dude..got to the point where i started in on him,and he said "i think.." i interrupted him with "you dont think! if you did,youd say im sorry and get behind,or,youd think now about how im getting ready to crack your fucking head open right here and now!"..i dont like it when i turn into that...

Lol sounds like you would hate me at walmart...

 

[a senile fungus]

So follow up appointment with the therapist today. They're going to start random drug testing, because I tested positive at the hospital. Wish I lived in medical state. The herb has less side effects then the pills that the jam down my throat, but... for reasons... I need to play their game and keep clean.

As far as actual treatment goes they're giving me 3 therapy groups that I need to attend weekly, as well as a healthy does of pharmaceuticals that have yet to be determined.

On the plus side, this guy seems to actually be competent, which is more than I can say for anyone else that I've seen. I still don't trust him though.

Good luck and keep us updated.

You've got 24/7 group therapy available here with highly unqualified, surely stoned personnel

But we're here for you buddy, and I know that you know that.

PM anytime if you need to chat

 

[iamnobody]

Good luck and keep us updated.

You've got 24/7 group therapy available here with highly unqualified, surely stoned personnel

But we're here for you buddy, and I know that you know that.

PM anytime if you need to chat

stoner therapy is the best kind of therapy, me thinks.

 

[iamnobody]

Okay another update:

Went to talk to a prescription doctor yesterday. She gave me a 30 day script of Cymbalta (generic - dulozetine HCL) and scheduled me for another meeting on the 23rd to see if the pills are working and if I need to change anything. Probably looking at a mood stabilizer and some anxiety pills further down the road (was previously on Geodon and Busiprone). My insurance expires at the end of the month so she wants to try and get me a 90 day of something that's working before that happens.

It's been 24 hours (She recommended that I try it before bed and when I wake up to see which would be a better routine) and I can't tell if it's the medicine working or if I've become naturally manic. Considering how shitty yesterday was though and the short amount of time, I'm going with the latter (only had 3 hours of sleep last night but I've been up and moving all day).

Next appointment is next week, where I'll be going through the first round of group therapy. It'll be for anxiety and depression. Followed by some 1-1 time with the doctor. Not expecting much from group. Just plan to show up and shut up until it's over. If it wasn't a requirement I wouldn't go at all.

Anyway unless something major happens this will probably be my last update on this. Wish me luck guys, and thanks for all your support.