BackCountry420
Active Member
So let me begin by saying I know this was stupid. I feel the need to share this story so I feel a little better...
I had never really got high before. Just a little buzzed, spaced out listening to music. But never really f'ed up. I had a little glob of bubble hash, tin foil (smack me now, I know), a straw and a lighter.
So I smoked it. Felt a little shaky and giddy, nothing too bad. I sat on my couch in the dark listening to....I think it was bullet for my valentine. All of a sudden I began losing it. My vision was like 2 seconds behind my other senses. My mind felt so slow. And this was absolutely terrorizing.
I began thinking like 15 things at once, mind racing....and then all the thoughts stopped. I had one very clear thought, almost heard it in my head: "You are going to die." And at that, I entered the first panic attack of my life. I felt so out of control and my heart was racing. I was absolutely freaking out. I kept telling my self "It's the weed" but I just couldn't calm down.
I fell asleep after nearly 3 hours. This was all last night. Today I woke up feeling pretty strange as well. Still a little out of touch with reality, my skin feels pretty numb. If it doesn't go away by tomorrow it'll be off to the hospital...
I know this was a bad idea, smoking out of foil is a bad idea IMO, and not having anyone else there was dumb too. I don't think I'm really stable enough to use drugs recreationally. I'm going to not try this again...
I had never really got high before. Just a little buzzed, spaced out listening to music. But never really f'ed up. I had a little glob of bubble hash, tin foil (smack me now, I know), a straw and a lighter.
So I smoked it. Felt a little shaky and giddy, nothing too bad. I sat on my couch in the dark listening to....I think it was bullet for my valentine. All of a sudden I began losing it. My vision was like 2 seconds behind my other senses. My mind felt so slow. And this was absolutely terrorizing.
I began thinking like 15 things at once, mind racing....and then all the thoughts stopped. I had one very clear thought, almost heard it in my head: "You are going to die." And at that, I entered the first panic attack of my life. I felt so out of control and my heart was racing. I was absolutely freaking out. I kept telling my self "It's the weed" but I just couldn't calm down.
I fell asleep after nearly 3 hours. This was all last night. Today I woke up feeling pretty strange as well. Still a little out of touch with reality, my skin feels pretty numb. If it doesn't go away by tomorrow it'll be off to the hospital...
I know this was a bad idea, smoking out of foil is a bad idea IMO, and not having anyone else there was dumb too. I don't think I'm really stable enough to use drugs recreationally. I'm going to not try this again...