Im sry explain to me how you wanted to smoke weed, but you waited? That makes no sense unless you were a perfect child, never disobeying your parents.
I think he could be a good daddy, but his post's and anything that I read come out of his mouth would not be anything a good father would say.
I wasn't a perfect child, just a logical one. I knew I couldn't smoke weed at my house. So I would have to smoke weed away from my house.
The only times I was away from my house were when I was at school, and when I would go out with friends...which wasn't extremely often when I was younger.
I had chores. And homework. I wasn't allowed to go out if these things weren't done. My step dad worked graveyard shifts, and my mom came home about the time he was leaving for work. So there was someone around to know if we just fucked off.
When I went out, I knew I'd be coming home. If I came home fucked up, my parents would know. Shit, I walked in the door laughing once, all giddy, and my step dad thought I had been drinking and I got the interrogation.
So that would leave school. Knowing what I knew about weed, knowing how it affected people I knew were stoners, and knowing what my parents told me about how it would affect ME...I knew that if I got high at school, I would not be able to concentrate on school.
First of all, I wasn't allowed to get anything lower than a B. If my grades started slipping because I was getting high at school and fucking off, they would have noticed right away and handled it.
Secondly, I knew that my education was important. I knew I wanted to go to college, and I knew my grades were important. So I CHOSE to make the smart decision for myself, for my LIFE, because that's what it comes down to. It's MY life, if I chose to fuck off during high school and make things harder on myself, I would have no one to blame but myself.
So I made the choice. It wasn't easy, a lot of my friends were stoners, and they might not have pressured me, but it was there, and I wanted to try it. I'm a very strong minded person though, I'm not ruled by my desires.
Is that so hard to believe or understand? Seems very simple to me.