I appreciate your input on things, I just don't see things the same way. I don't understand what I said to be called an idiot, colostomy boy, sharttater. I don't agree with everyone on this site but I try to be respectful. Thats the way I was raised, treat others the way you wanna be. I don't like being insulted so I try not to do it. Sorry if I'm just misunderstanding everyone. When i say I don't understand people I mean it. I don't speak my mind often but when I do I don't like being treated like a idiot or my opinion doesn't matter I've felt like that most of my life. I'll admit I have NO friends I'm borderline a hermit. I thought of all people on this earth stoners would somewhat understand me. Since I've been on this site it just encourages my negative thoughts about people. Im trying to connect with people, I feel like I'm alone in this world. I don't understand you all the same way you don't understand me. Thats why I don't post alot. Im depressed and have bad anxiety, sorry if this is just me misunderstanding everyone. I don't have a good outlook on life. Alot of times id rather be dead.