Yeah. Long timer. Not proud of it. Bad way to go thru the years. Steals ability to enjoy. Period.
Just enough to ward off withdrawal these days . . . not feeling anything, but my weed!
What up roxi?I know exactly what you're saying! It's a love/hate relationship, ya know?
oh yeah, big problem, but it also probably saved my life. if i wouldnt have gotten on that i would have a much diferent life. weed wouldn't be involvedGood to read that "methadone" is a problem for others. That shit's so much more addictive than most other crap . . . and after a month or two, the user feels nothing, but going without is not an option, because the user feels so frickin' lethargic.
I was sellin' "boy" and "girl" pre-1970 . . . have done just about every thing drug-wise, most many times . . .
lol. i was tryin to hold off on mine due to some stomach probs. i ended up reading your post and goin to swallow mine down too...never felt addicted to anything until I messed w/methadone.
Seven years now, and just ate today's dose.
if u think chi is bad, go to milwaukee. i was up there for a few also and i knew one guy who had the best shit i ever seen, and the rest was junk. up there it went for 160-200 a gram no matter what vs 60-140 in chi. if u can get shit in chi for cheap, just 1.5 hours north and you can get richhaha in the city all you hear is "rocks and blows" the shit isnt pure H tho in chicago its mixed with pain killers to cut their product so they make more its never pure
un-fucking real. i dont see the big de3al, but i bet pharmacudical companies have a lot to do with it. what a fuckin joke. then again having a money mind set, i would rather sell heroin (oxy's) than weed. so can u blame the pharmacudical companies or the laws that protect their products.the sad thing is the doctors will give me all the opiates i need but if they find out i use weed they will refuse me my liver transplant. dead serious, they showed me an example how they let a guy die on the table becasu 5 months 28 days before he had tested positive for marijauna. they put yur liver operatin bak 6 months no matter what if they test u positive! the rules say so!
ur gonna have to bite the bullet when ur ready. u can do it. u will probably have to take a couple days off and just be sick. keep working it down. if the piece u take is too small u have to crush it and put it into a shot or two of water and only drink half the water. ween yourself down to nothing, your next to nothing right now, u just have a littl more to go, u can do iti have been on suboxone for 2 years. i am down to taking next to nothing but cant seem to dt completely. i get so sick and tired that it feels like i am in hell.
thanks for the encouragement my friend.i am positive we will beat this soon. i am sure many of us here have been down similar paths battling different addictions. i started on suboxone mainly to help my wife. instead of spending 100 or more a day on oxy for years i decided to try to get help for us through my insurance. instead of spending that much i only had to pay 20 for a whole month of medicine. but as i said i am a little stronger than my wife cuz i used to dt without anything and go work for 12hr days and more. she just didnt have the strength to do it at times. the suboxone was a life and marriage saver for us. now as we want to come off these, i am laid off but she works a lot now. we are just waiting for her to get some days off in a row so we can come off these. i know we can do it but it will be tough. good luck to everyone with their problems.ur gonna have to bite the bullet when ur ready. u can do it. u will probably have to take a couple days off and just be sick. keep working it down. if the piece u take is too small u have to crush it and put it into a shot or two of water and only drink half the water. ween yourself down to nothing, your next to nothing right now, u just have a littl more to go, u can do it
thanks for the encouragement my friend.i am positive we will beat this soon. i am sure many of us here have been down similar paths battling different addictions. i started on suboxone mainly to help my wife. instead of spending 100 or more a day on oxy for years i decided to try to get help for us through my insurance. instead of spending that much i only had to pay 20 for a whole month of medicine. but as i said i am a little stronger than my wife cuz i used to dt without anything and go work for 12hr days and more. she just didnt have the strength to do it at times. the suboxone was a life and marriage saver for us. now as we want to come off these, i am laid off but she works a lot now. we are just waiting for her to get some days off in a row so we can come off these. i know we can do it but it will be tough. good luck to everyone with their problems.