The UK Growers Thread!

[dura72]

hello peeps, im back, been at pub quiz drinkin fresh orange and lemonade for four fuckin hours....jeez, not easy for a guy like me but i'm holding up....just. not my usual pub but thinkin of makin it so, fuckin place was heavin with pussy. mmmmmmmmm, i like that ....a lot. and i even put deoderant on b4 i went....thats new.

 

[speedyseedz]

hello peeps, im back, been at pub quiz drinkin fresh orange and lemonade for four fuckin hours....jeez, not easy for a guy like me but i'm holding up....just. not my usual pub but thinkin of makin it so, fuckin place was heavin with pussy. mmmmmmmmm, i like that ....a lot. and i even put deoderant on b4 i went....thats new.

did you get the lynx effect dura?

 

[dura72]

lol, i cant actually wear lynx coz its got alcohol in it, it reacts with my pills, same with aftershave, i wear 'sure'. didnt actually pull but i did give the barmaid a run home so im kinda hoping to get a lil drinky with her when i cum off these fuckin pills......we shall see!!!

 

[lpoolfc08]

lol, i cant actually wear lynx coz its got alcohol in it, it reacts with my pills, same with aftershave, i wear 'sure'. didnt actually pull but i did give the barmaid a run home so im kinda hoping to get a lil drinky with her when i cum off these fuckin pills......we shall see!!!

Why r u off the booze mate if you dont mind me askin ?

 

[dura72]

needed to save sum cash and sum liver, i'd been hitting it too heavy and it was costing probably around £300 to £500 a week when u add the charlie bill on, it meant that everything else was getting fucked up, i needed to get my next grow organised and make sure the other side of my 'business' started to run a bit more smoothly, instead of snorting all the profits. plus the physical and mental side of my health was starting to get affected i.e it was falling to bits and turning into frank gallaher.

 

[lpoolfc08]

needed to save sum cash and sum liver, i'd been hitting it too heavy and it was costing probably around £300 to £500 a week when u add the charlie bill on, it meant that everything else was getting fucked up, i needed to get my next grow organised and make sure the other side of my 'business' started to run a bit more smoothly, instead of snorting all the profits. plus the physical and mental side of my health was starting to get affected i.e it was falling to bits and turning into frank gallaher.

Been there mate, that is why i asked, had a feeling. That charlie is no good , it takes your soul. (great at the time though lol )
I stayed sober for 14 months mate in order to get my shit together, best thing i have ever done. hard as fuck at first though.
You need any help mate just give me a shout...

 

[dura72]

Been there mate, that is why i asked, had a feeling. That charlie is no good , it takes your soul. (great at the time though lol )
I stayed sober for 14 months mate in order to get my shit together, best thing i have ever done. hard as fuck at first though.
You need any help mate just give me a shout...

cheeers mate , appreciated. yeah, i've been thru this before, to be totally honest i've been at it since i was about 14, its probably fucked up more of my life than anything else( hence the dark sense of humour i posses), i'll stay off it for a few months and then be ok for another few and then go fuckin mental and blow it all up again. its a kinda pattern i've gotten used to, only difference now is i've got a kid( just turned 1 last week) and so i'm seriously thinkin bout the future, ive applied to go back to uni and i'm planning on giving all the dealing up after my next grow. i'm gonna stick to growing and selling weed but i'm gettin the fuck outta the class a game, its too much jail time now and with the kid i just dont want to do it any more, it wouldnt be fair on him, i dont mind being in jail but it creates havoc for everyone around you, so i think i gotta start gettin organised.step 1 ; stay sober.

 

[lpoolfc08]

cheeers mate , appreciated. yeah, i've been thru this before, to be totally honest i've been at it since i was about 14, its probably fucked up more of my life than anything else( hence the dark sense of humour i posses), i'll stay off it for a few months and then be ok for another few and then go fuckin mental and blow it all up again. its a kinda pattern i've gotten used to, only difference now is i've got a kid( just turned 1 last week) and so i'm seriously thinkin bout the future, ive applied to go back to uni and i'm planning on giving all the dealing up after my next grow. i'm gonna stick to growing and selling weed but i'm gettin the fuck outta the class a game, its too much jail time now and with the kid i just dont want to do it any more, it wouldnt be fair on him, i dont mind being in jail but it creates havoc for everyone around you, so i think i gotta start gettin organised.step 1 ; stay sober.

Just stay away from the 1st drink that is the one that gets you drunk mate...
Not the 10th.
Once you have the 1st it triggers a whole sesion.

You have just done step 1. You have admitted you are powerless over alcohol, and your life had become unmanagable.
Try an AA meeting and get doing the steps for real. it will change your life mate. There are lots of meetings where you are,get yourself down to one.

 

[dura72]

ive seriously thought about it over the years but problem is that i actually love drinking, i only stop to sort things out and then i go back . i had to go to alcohol counselling after the judge forced me too( one too many public disorder charges))and i understand how my head works a lot better now but i think what you say about the first drink is spot on, if i start drinking i dont stop till i drop, if that means spending every penny and then some i just go for it. i think my main problem is having no real direction in life, hopefully university and fatherhood can give me the 'purpose' ive always been missing, only time will tell but right now i'm feeling kinda positive and the fact i'm actuallly really planning a future kinda makes me think that this may be the time i'll do it. its really and truly down to being a dad, ive got a great dad and i think my little one deserves the same. im off ta bed now mate i'll catch up with u tomorrow, cheers buddy.

 

[lpoolfc08]

ive seriously thought about it over the years but problem is that i actually love drinking, i only stop to sort things out and then i go back . i had to go to alcohol counselling after the judge forced me too( one too many public disorder charges))and i understand how my head works a lot better now but i think what you say about the first drink is spot on, if i start drinking i dont stop till i drop, if that means spending every penny and then some i just go for it. i think my main problem is having no real direction in life, hopefully university and fatherhood can give me the 'purpose' ive always been missing, only time will tell but right now i'm feeling kinda positive and the fact i'm actuallly really planning a future kinda makes me think that this may be the time i'll do it. its really and truly down to being a dad, ive got a great dad and i think my little one deserves the same. im off ta bed now mate i'll catch up with u tomorrow, cheers buddy.

Catch you later mate

 

[BU5T4]

Morning all

God it's early, what am I doing up? Guess cause I start my new job soon my mind is getting me into wake up early mode.

 

[dura72]

fuckin horrible time of day innnit? my eyeballs need more darkness. run kid to school then back to bed methinks.

 

[BU5T4]

LOl yeh your not kidding mate, its a crappy day out there too but once i'm up i'm up im afraid. Think i'm going to go get ready and make myself a big piece on bacon, tattie scone and egg and a cuppa coffee.

 

[SM4RT3]

What you lot whingin at lol, im up at bloody 06:30 every bloody day, well mon - fri, problem being fuckin body clock wakes me at that time on sat and sun aswell.... in the office on my own today, website building can take a back seat im havin a relaxin day, till the boss gets back anyway that i will look mad busy lol

What ur plans for the day people.

 

[BU5T4]

What you lot whingin at lol, im up at bloody 06:30 every bloody day, well mon - fri, problem being fuckin body clock wakes me at that time on sat and sun aswell.... in the office on my own today, website building can take a back seat im havin a relaxin day, till the boss gets back anyway that i will look mad busy lol

What ur plans for the day people.

Yeh yeh been there done that, the army had me up early every morning and it took me ages to get out of the habit.

Start my new IT support job soon so need to get back into the habit after running my own business for so long and getting up when I wanted too.

Oh a web designer huh mate, i've done my bit of web dev in the past, PHP developer at heart then changed to SEO.

Don't know what to do with myself today, got some smoke so probably have a smoke and sit on RIU all day lol.

What is everyone else up to on this fine rainy day?

 

[sambo020482]

morning all

not up to much today off to walk my mums dog ina mo hes a 4yro staff n soooo full of energy lovely dog tho, then gotta take a load of cuttings for my next run then smoking some more blueberry have been on one this last few days since its been dry must of smoked bout an oz since sat not good!

 

[DevilishlyKatt]

Mmm bacon sandwich and caramel latte

 

[BU5T4]

morning all

not up to much today off to walk my mums dog ina mo hes a 4yro staff n soooo full of energy lovely dog tho, then gotta take a load of cuttings for my next run then smoking some more blueberry have been on one this last few days since its been dry must of smoked bout an oz since sat not good!

ahhh sambo your making me so jealous shoosh

This is what i'm smoking at the moment, no idea what kind it is.

 

[lpoolfc08]

Mornin, just had 2 cheese n onion pasties and a custard slice for brecky.....What a shitty day.........

 

[tip top toker]

no food in the house at all nothing but a budweiser and a liter of chocolate milke.

i tell a lie, i have 2 bags of doritos :O