Ah good, I sometimes fear people get the wrong ideas about my posts, especialy when I show them how easy it is to be a homegrowing psyconaut.
I have had hundreds of trip experiences, but spread over decades. It is wonderfull to bond with a substance and learn from/with it, till it has no more to offer.
I had such an awesome DMT experience tonight. It will take me a while to word it, maybe after some sleep. But it was a deep and moveing experience for me and will last me for months.
Erm then there was the little problem of not comming down for like another 20 minutes after the CEVs faded and goodbyes were said, I so hate leaving that place. Only to open my eyes and then to try and convince myself I didn't break my brain this time, as was just "mushroomed" nuts from the tryptamine, the whole room was purple and animated for a good 20 minutes while I had a hard time communicating as my language pools mixed so that I couldn't speak my home language or english, as I was just stringing words from either together. I was a brave little soldier and kept my shit together nicely. But I can see how someone could have a hard time dealing with that level of disasociaction from the physical world. Fully entrapped in an audio visual experience, while my thoughts and very conciousness was being unraveled and rewoven until I got the breakthrough revelation.