ya i know what you mean. i got a girl right now, and its just messing with me. i never care about people, and i care about her. but she is off for school, and living with this guy for a couple weeks. Plus she is a goody goody and would not like what i do ya know? so im still at a loss of what to do.
but ya buddhism has some great wisdom in it, and can teach you a lot about your self. after my brother died 2 years ago, i went on search to kinda find my self, and bud and buddha helped a lot. Life is full of turns and corners, and you never know what is around the next bend. could be something amazing, but you wont find out until drive forward. its not buddhism, but it is something i took from buddhism and kind of made it my own expression sort of
