I'm still the same way to this day, my friends always call me or text but I never want to go out with them. I'll go weeks at a time keeping my phone off just so I get left alone. And it's not because I'm agoraphobic or anything since I always leave the house, I just leave it and do things by myself. I'm not even anti-social either, I'm actually really confident when I talk to people. But I think I just don't like my friends very much lol.
I have been talking to a couple new people, plus I'm starting a new job and getting my license back so I'll probably find more interesting people to be friends with
Here lemme boast about myself. But you'll learn a lesson maybe. probably something you already know lol. But that USED to be my same exact problem.. I was probably about 15. when I literally STAYED HOME, because all my friends were drug fiends and just all around fucking annoying and ignorant. So I laid in my bed and chilled. then one day I'm buying weed from my 'dealer'. And I say hey, you guys ever tried dxm? They seemed like a VERY nice group of drug dealers with some really pretty girls(nice ones too), so I share my dxm with all of them. Were going through the night tripping, and one of them is like "DUDE I FUCKING LOVE YOU HANG WITH US TOMORROW!" And then they all agreed. I felt like a god. I mean I was fuckin 15 or something. The next day I hang with them, we just smoke and get along perfectly! No problems. no fights.. Unless it was for fun. Then we'd go ham xD anyways, I lived the rest of my life until now with those two guys, their same girlfriends that they nSTILL have live together, in the apartment next door. My girlfriends never stayed xD Its the dxms fault there, only becasue I turn obnoxious on it. I could never keep a girl for more than a few months xD still can't. Anyways. now that you know my life as of the past 8 years congrats
I LOVE my story, and I LOVE my life. Surround yourself with the people you like and want to be, and you will become them. Its pretty simple and its prety awesome. If you ever come anywhere around in missouri, tell me, we'll smoke ya up